Third Sunday of Easter 2022

John 21:1-19

1 Jesus showed himself again to the disciples by the Sea of Tiberias; and he showed himself in this way. 2 Gathered there together were Simon Peter, Thomas called the Twin, Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee, and two others of his disciples. 3 Simon Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.” They said to him, “We will go with you.” They went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing.

4 Just after daybreak, Jesus stood on the beach; but the disciples did not know that it was Jesus. 5 Jesus said to them, “Children, you have no fish, have you?” They answered him, “No.” 6 He said to them, “Cast the net to the right side of the boat, and you will find some.” So they cast it, and now they were not able to haul it in because there were so many fish. 7 That disciple whom Jesus loved said to Peter, “It is the Lord!” When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put on some clothes, for he was naked, and jumped into the sea. 8 But the other disciples came in the boat, dragging the net full of fish, for they were not far from the land, only about a hundred yards off.

9 When they had gone ashore, they saw a charcoal fire there, with fish on it, and bread. 10 Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish that you have just caught.” 11 So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net ashore, full of large fish, a hundred fifty-three of them; and though there were so many, the net was not torn. 12 Jesus said to them, “Come and have breakfast.” Now none of the disciples dared to ask him, “Who are you?” because they knew it was the Lord. 13 Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them, and did the same with the fish. 14 This was now the third time that Jesus appeared to the disciples after he was raised from the dead.

15 When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” Simon Peter said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my lambs.” 16 A second time Jesus said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Tend my sheep.” 17 Jesus said to him the third time, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter felt hurt because he said to him the third time, “Do you love me?” And he said to Jesus, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep. 18 Very truly, I tell you, when you were younger, you used to fasten your own belt and to go wherever you wished. But when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will fasten a belt around you and take you where you do not wish to go.” 19 (Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God.) After this Jesus said to him, “Follow me.”

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Risen and living God,

When we find our ways frustrated,

call us to try a new way.

When our spirits are dried up and weary,

fill us with good things.

Call us again this morning.

Remind us of your call on our lives.

Amen.

 

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I spent this past week down in Rockport, taking a little break with my family, enjoying some time off and trying to rest a little bit. The beach is just one place that we enjoy for some time away. But especially after the lengthy pilgrimage through Lent and the marathon of Holy Week and Easter, some time to fill myself back up and spending some quality uninterrupted time with my people is needed.

 

One of my colleagues recently quipped, “Why is it that when we talk about God’s desire or God’s call or our call as disciples that it’s always that God wants us to ‘do’ something? Why is no one telling me that God might want me to rest?”

 

I’ve been reflecting on that this week, thinking about where I am, where we are as a community of faith, and where God might be calling us next. And while there’s certainly work to be done, there has to be an appropriate rhythm between production and rest. Amen? You’ve probably heard it popularly expressed something like, you can’t pour into others from an empty cup. Church, how are you filling yourself up so that you can be for others what they need?

 

“Come, have breakfast,” Jesus says.

 

My man…

I’m a sucker for breakfast.

 

The post-resurrection gospels are some of my favorites, and especially after I switched up our gospel reading last week, I feel like we’re getting some of what I personally feel are the greatest hits this year. Road to Emmaus last week, and brunch on the beach this week, plus we always get Good Shepherd Sunday on Easter 4 next week. It’s all really good stuff. I love them because post-resurrection Jesus doesn’t seem to take himself too seriously. Last week, I imagined Jesus sort of playing along with the disciples’ disbelieving as they were on the way to Emmaus—“Are you the only one who hasn’t heard…?” “No! What things?!” To a totally chill and relaxed vibe this morning—lounging on the beach, grilling some fish, eating some brunch, “Come and have some breakfast…”

Yeah, Jesus…this is totally my speed.

 

Contrary to what I feel like we’ve all been taught and the stew in which we’re all swimming, we can’t “go-go-go” 100% of the time. You are so much more than your output, dear people. We must have a balance between our doing and our resting.

Even fields need seasons to be fallow if they hope to produce good and abundant harvests well into the future. Did you know that if you only tried to grow things in a field all of the time, the crop would use up all of the nutrients in the soil and eventually the crops would dry up and wither away? Giving fields seasons to rest allows the soil to replenish nutrients that are drawn away by the crops and allows those fields to continue feeding their harvest for years and years and years.

Are you with me? Rest is necessary. In fact, it’s commanded. I think we forget that.

 

Tricia Hersey, known as the Nap Bishop, founded the Nap Ministry in 2016. She advocates rest as resistance. Amidst all the hustle and grind culture, and the pervasive attitudes of “go-go-go”, packed schedules, and calendars calibrated to the quarter-hour, the idea of slowing down is a revolutionary and counter-cultural one. She says, “As a Black woman in America, rest is a tool for liberation and healing…It’s about more than naps. It’s not about fluffy pillows, expensive sheets, silk sleep masks, or any other external, frivolous, consumerist gimmick. It is about a deep unraveling from violent and evil systems. Rest pushes back and disrupts a system that views human bodies as a tool for production and labor. It is a counter narrative. We know that we are not machines. We are divine.” Think about it, church, when was the last time someone told you to take a break? Not as something you earn, but as something you are inherently worthy of. Rest as righteous and holy protest against the powers and principalities, the empires that constantly tell you you are nothing more than your production.

Opt out of the rat race, dear children. Because this is not a race and you are not rats.

You are divine. Even God rested. Not as reward, but because it is necessary.

 

There is a rhythm to rest and production. Just as we can’t go-go-go 100% of the time, neither are we free to sit back on our laurels and do nothing at all all the time. The poet in Ecclesiastes reminds us, “To everything there is a season.” Just as the season of Lent journeys us toward the cross, and with purpose, the season of Easter journeys us to Ascension Sunday and Pentecost, the birth of the church, when the Holy Spirit moves mightily and propels us out from the doors we lock ourselves behind. The mission continues, the work goes on, the call to discipleship that God has placed on your life moves forward.

 

And the call, mission, and ministry is what it always has been: love the people. Love them.

As easy…and as difficult…as that.

 

Lord knows it isn’t always easy. But when we find our way or our path frustrated, perhaps God is calling us to try a new way. Like the disciples who had fished all night, Jesus told them to simply try the other side of the boat, and they found what you’ve heard from this pulpit countless times, that God is a God of abundance. What new direction is God calling you this morning? What new direction is God calling New Hope? We just have to be attentive and responsive to God’s call.

 

Paul receives this call on his way to Damascus…turned from zealous persecutor to prolific disciple. Peter gets this call from Jesus on the beach. Three times Jesus presses Peter. Peter is essentially given the opportunity to undo what he had done just a week before, and the author of John is being extremely poetic in doing so. After Jesus’ arrest in the garden, Peter and another disciple go with Jesus to the courtyard of the high priest. Peter finds himself beside a charcoal fire, denying Jesus three times. This morning, on the beach, Peter once again finds himself beside a charcoal fire, and Jesus asking him three times, “Do you love me?”

A three-fold denial…a three-fold affirmation of love.

These questions are much more for Peter’s sake than Jesus’. Peter finds himself in the abundance of God’s mercy and compassion.

 

I won’t spend time this morning with the Greek words, because that’s not what this sermon is about, but ask me sometime about the words Jesus uses for love and the words Peter responds with. It’s a fascinating study. But suffice it to say, the call on your life, dear disciple, is to love. To feed lambs, to tend sheep, to feed sheep.

Your call is to love.

 

A lot of times that call will find you standing alongside the oppressed and the vulnerable, advocating for fair systems, and taking on the many injustices in the world. That will always be true.

Sometimes loving others will find you taking some moments to restore yourself, to renew your own spirit. Because you can’t pour into others from an empty cup.

 

Make time and find opportunities to rest and restore, church.

Take moments to fill yourself up so you can be for others what they need.

Come. Have brunch.

Come. Be nourished at God’s table of grace.

Take delight and rest in God’s abundance for you, dear child.

Receive God’s love for you, that you would be God’s love for the world.

 

Second Sunday of Easter 2022

Luke 24:13-35

13 Now on that same day when Jesus had appeared to Mary Magdalene, two of the disciples were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem, 14 and talking with each other about all these things that had happened. 15 While they were talking and discussing, Jesus himself came near and went with them, 16 but their eyes were kept from recognizing him. 17 And Jesus said to them, “What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?” They stood still, looking sad. 18 Then one of them, whose name was Cleopas, answered him, “Are you the only stranger in Jerusalem who does not know the things that have taken place there in these days?” 19 Jesus asked them, “What things?” They replied, “The things about Jesus of Nazareth, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people, 20 and how our chief priests and leaders handed him over to be condemned to death and crucified him. 21 But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel. Yes, and besides all this, it is now the third day since these things took place. 22 Moreover, some women of our group astounded us. They were at the tomb early this morning,

23 and when they did not find our Rabbi’s body there, they came back and told us that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who said that he was alive. 24 Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said; but they did not see our Teacher.” 25 Then Jesus said to them, “Oh, how foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared! 26 Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer these things and then enter into God’s glory?” 27 Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, Jesus interpreted to them the things about himself in all the scriptures.

28 As they came near the village to which they were going, Jesus walked ahead as if he were going on. 29 But they urged him strongly, saying, “Stay with us, because it is almost evening and the day is now nearly over.” So Jesus went in to stay with them. 30 When Jesus was at the table with them, he took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. 31 Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and Jesus vanished from their sight. 32 They said to each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he was talking to us on the road, while he was opening the scriptures to us?” 33 That same hour they got up and returned to Jerusalem; and they found the eleven and their companions gathered together. 34 These were saying, “The Lord has risen indeed, and he has appeared to Simon!” 35 Then the two disciples told what had happened to them on the road, and how Jesus had been made known to them in the breaking of the bread.

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Risen and living God,

Make yourself known to us this morning.

Break through our clouds of doubt and disappointment.

Walk alongside us. Teach us.

Show us yourself.

And help us extend your love and care to our world.

Amen.

 

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Ah…the post-Easter let-down… Well, less of a let-down, and more of a post-Easter return to earth.

“They stood still…looking sad…’Are you the only one who doesn’t know the things that have taken place…? Yes, but we had hoped he would be the one to redeem Israel…’”

Looking sad… We had hoped…

What happened to everyone? Where’d they all go? Didn’t they see?

 

The week after Easter is always, always, always a return to earth. Sometimes it’s an overcorrection the complete opposite way. Especially after Easter is such a high point, the Second Sunday after Easter can leave a little bit to be desired. Like you’ve gone from the mountaintop to the valley in just 7 days.

But here’s what’s important, church, you didn’t do anything. The folks that were here last week aren’t all here this week because you did something wrong…this is just the way of things.

 

So, first of all, I need to say thank you to all of you who brought your families last week. We kind of exist on a 2-year rotation here at New Hope. On one year for Easter, it seems, you all invite your families and everyone comes here for Easter Sunday. And then the next year, y’all all go somewhere else. But this year, it was New Hope’s turn. And especially as we’re trying to emerge from a very long pandemic, it was really wonderful for this year to be our year. So thank you all who invited your families to worship with you. It was so lovely to see all of them. And please tell them that we’re greatly looking forward to seeing them again in a couple of years.

 

The second thing, though, is that some did come back this week. Hey y’all! Great to see you again. We didn’t bring the brass this time, but we’ve got a great morning of worship regardless.

 

One of our members caught my arm on my way up or down the aisle last week, I don’t remember which way I was going, and they leaned in and said, “Don’t they know that every Sunday is resurrection Sunday?!”

“I wish they did,” I replied. “I wish they did know.”

 

Because they’re right…every Sunday is resurrection Sunday. Every Sunday is a celebration of Christ’s resurrection…Christ’s victory over sin, death, and all that separates us from God. Every Sunday is a resurrection celebration.

But I think we, on this side of the Resurrection, can get caught up in the numbers game. And how many people came to Easter worship. And how many people were here to see how great and wonderful New Hope is. And how many of them come back the next week. And “My, isn’t it great to see so many people again. It feels a lot like it used to.”

And so this return to earth leaves us feeling a bit disappointed.

 

But didn’t they see? Didn’t they see and experience how wonderful it all is and how great it all could be with them here?

 

Yes, church. They did. They did see and experience. And some did come back to see again. And some didn’t. But the ones that did are here to see if you really are who you say you are. Are you the same congregation on the Second Sunday of Easter as you are on Easter Sunday?

How does it go…? Something like, “If you don’t like me at my Easter 2, you don’t deserve me at my Sunday of Easter.”?

 

Joking aside, the story of the walk to Emmaus is such a wonderful story to me because it reminds me that the post-resurrection experience has always been tinged with a bit of disappointment.

They stood still…looking sad… We had hoped…

 

And the road to Emmaus reminds me that in the midst of that disappointment, Jesus doesn’t peace out. Jesus doesn’t chastise these 2 disciples for being disappointed, and for being “wah-wah’s”, Jesus walks with them, talks with them. Jesus gives them space to name their hurt, to name their disappointment, to name their unmet expectations. And Jesus doesn’t disregard it. Jesus doesn’t tell them to smile more, or to just be happy, or tell them they’re being unreasonable. Jesus gives them space to feel what they feel.

But then Jesus teaches. He opens the Scriptures to them, telling them things about himself, beginning with Moses and all the prophets. And Jesus walks with them. Through this valley in which they find themselves.

Jesus comes alongside their hurt and disappointment and doesn’t excuse it or brush it away. Jesus walks with them and stays with them. And then Jesus eats with them.

 

“And immediately their eyes were opened and they recognized Jesus and he disappeared from their sight.”

And then the veil falls away. “Were not our hearts burning within us while he was talking with us on the way, while he was opening the scriptures to us?”

 

Every Sunday is Resurrection Sunday. Every Sunday we come together to hear and learn scripture together. Every Sunday we dialogue and converse with one another about our hopes and our dreams for the world, and how we can more fully live into God’s vision for our world. Every Sunday we bring our fears and disappointments and hurt and pain, and we hold them together, bearing one another’s burdens and lifting one another up. Walking with one another through life’s valleys. Because as much as we would love for all of life to be lived on those mountaintop experiences, you and I both know that valleys come. You and I both know the majority of life is lived somewhere in between those mountaintops and valleys. This is why we need the regular rhythm of worship. This is why we need the regular rhythm of the Eucharist. Every Sunday we come together and share a meal…a meal of grace and compassion and love…a meal that is nourishing and sustaining…a meal that is for you.

Every Sunday, I hope, if even for just a moment, I hope you encounter Jesus. Through Word. Through water. Through a meal. Through the body of Christ. Through one another. Through the hands and feet and heart of Christ, that as members of the one body, we are given to and for one another.

 

The post-Easter Gospel stories are all about seeing and encountering the risen Christ, and the places of our deep need where God meets us.

Where do you see Jesus, church?

Where has God met you?

Where are the places where your heart is burning?

 

And where can you come alongside others?

Where do you see hurt and doubt and disappointment?

Where do you see opportunities to be the hands and feet and heart of Christ to a world, a stranger, a neighbor in need?

 

The return to earth can be a little bit disappointing.

But it’s in coming back down to the ground that the work of ministry happens.

Walking alongside, talking, sharing, teaching, discussing, eating.

This is the work of ministry to which God is calling you.

And the risen Christ walks with you.

 

Easter 2022

Luke 24:1-12

1 But on the first day of the week, at early dawn, the women came to the tomb, taking the spices that they had prepared. 2 They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, 3 but when they went in, they did not find the body. 4 While they were perplexed about this, suddenly two men in dazzling clothes stood beside them. 5 The women were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, “Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen.

6 Remember how he told you, while he was still in Galilee, 7 that the Son-of-Man must be handed over to sinners, and be crucified, and on the third day rise again.” 8 Then they remembered his words, 9 and returning from the tomb, they told all this to the eleven and to all the rest. 10 Now it was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the other women with them who told this to the apostles. 11 But these words seemed to them an idle tale, and they did not believe them.

12 But Peter got up and ran to the tomb; stooping and looking in, he saw the linen cloths by themselves; then he went home, amazed at what had happened.

 

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Alleluia! Christ is risen!

Christ is risen, indeed! Alleluia!

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Holy God,

Resurrection has arrived!

Thank you. For promising new life.

Thank you for resurrection hope.

Call us out of our tombs, this morning.

Take us by the hand and raise us to life with you.

Amen.

 

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Alleluia! Christ is risen!

Christ is risen, indeed! Alleluia!

 

Mmmm…goodness…you know what, church…I believe you. I believe you when you say that.

It’s been a while since I’ve heard you say that, and I think you believe it, too, this year.

 

Christ is risen. Alleluia!

Praise and thank God!

 

I think we’ve had to take our hopeful moments as we could get them the past couple of years, but this year really does feel like resurrection. And look, we can be honest that we may not be totally out of the woods yet…it’s not as if there won’t ever be setbacks…in a pandemic, or in your life, amen?…but in a way that I certainly haven’t felt in a good long while, I believe you when you say that.

I think we’re experiencing some real resurrection joy this morning.

And it makes my heart very happy.

 

It reminds me, as it does every year, that sometimes resurrection takes a while. About 3 days…or sometimes 3 years…sometimes longer… Sometimes resurrection takes a while, but it is always, always worth it. Just sometimes it requires a little patience.

 

Patience is something I’ve been trying to practice in recent months… I mentioned in a sermon a few weeks back that we’re trying our hand at gardening this year…raised beds, tomatoes, peppers, the whole bit…so between that, parenting a 2 and a half-year old, and the fits and starts of a global pandemic…yeah, you could say I’ve definitely been working on my patience.

And you know, they say “Practice makes perfect”…but I gotta tell you, church, in my case, it feels like I’m not getting any better at it. In fact, I feel like I’m downright lousy at patience. Maybe you, too.

 

Sometimes resurrection takes a while.

 

Because if I get caught up in the immediacy of things, if I get consumed by wanting things to happen on my time and when I want them, I am always disappointed. And I miss out…on so much.

 

Just a couple of days ago, on Good Friday, we had, what I guess is now an annual event, what we call Good Friday in the Garden. And it’s a time of spring cleaning of our Prayer Garden: weeding, mulching, planting some flowers… And I’ve been saying that it’s geared toward families, and it is, but I think I’m going to stop saying that. Because the truth is, it’s for adults, too. It’s for folks with grandkids, and no kids…married folks, divorced folks, single folks…it’s an all-church event. Because we can learn so much from each other when we just take a second to be near to one another, to be in close proximity to one another.

And we planted some seeds out in the garden, and Pastor Janelle reminded us that plants need water and sunlight and oxygen and love…but it will take a while for those wildflowers and plants for pollinators to grow up.

Sometimes life breaking forth takes a while. Sometimes resurrection takes a while.

 

But pay attention along the way.

 

The women were the first to the tomb. They brought spices and clean sheets, they were going to keep taking care of Jesus’ body as it rested. And when they got there and didn’t find a body, they were pretty freaked out. And then the two people in dazzling clothes come along and ask the question that of course is on everyone’s mind, “Why are you looking for the living among the dead?”

And then they get to my favorite question of this story, “Don’t you remember? Don’t you remember what he told you?”

He told you everything that was supposed to happen, as it was supposed to happen, and yet, still, here you are. What are you doing here?

 

Pay attention along the way.

 

And then the women remembered, and they went to tell all the other disciples. And in every single Gospel account it’s the women who are the first witnesses to the resurrection. And it’s the women who are the first preachers, the women who are the ones entrusted with telling the good news to everyone else, including the apostles…so, you know, file that away for later…

But the writer of Luke is the only one to note that the apostles didn’t believe the women. “It seemed to them an idle tale.” So they go to see for themselves, and it turns out it was just as the women told them. Go figure…

 

Pay attention along the way.

 

Don’t get caught up in the immediacy of the moment, and wanting it happen just as you want it to. Sometimes resurrection takes a while, but if you’re paying attention, you’ll notice the signs.

 

Those tomatoes in our backyard are starting to come along, by the way. I know this because every day, our 2 and a half-year old reminds me that we need to go check on them. And one of the flowers on one of the plants has started to get a little green bulb on it. And if you come over to our house, our 2 and half-year old will jump up and down and yell at you, “Come outside! Come look! Come and see our tomato!”

 

Church, that’s the kind of joy and excitement I’m feeling with this resurrection this morning.

That’s the kind of joy and excitement I want to carry with me through this resurrection season and into the seasons to come.

 

How are you participating in resurrection in this season, church? Where do you see new life, and new possibilities, and new hope springing forth and bursting out?

 

Sometimes resurrection takes a while, but pay attention to signs, even the small ones.

And rejoice with all you got.

New life is coming.

Resurrected hope is here.

This good news is for you.

 

Alleluia!

Amen.

 

Good Friday 2022

John 18:1—19:42

The Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ

 

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Please pray with me this evening, church:

Holy God,

Hold us in our hurt and suffering.

Draw us close to you.

Draw us to the cross.

Draw us in as we behold your suffering and death,

And in so doing, behold our salvation.

Amen.

 

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Love is costly, dear friends.

 

As we enter into this night of longest shadows, it’s worth remembering that love led us to this place. Love brought us here, and love will lead us out of here, but for now, they believe they have succeeded in putting love to death.

They did put love to death. Love did die. And so, for now, the powers of this world have succeeded in silencing love. And so we’ll sit here, rest here, in this nighttime of the soul, this gloom of doubt and despair. We won’t rush out of the tomb just yet. We’ll stay here. Watch. And pray.

 

We’ve been talking throughout this Holy Week about participation. And mostly about our participation in this narrative. Where do you find yourself in the story…how will you make space and be involved in these liturgies…what’s your role here… And Good Friday is about participation, too.

But in addition to our participation and our role in this story, Good Friday is a love story about God’s participation with us.

 

See, I think it’s good and worthwhile to explore the parts of ourselves that often come up in the Passion story of Jesus. It is true…that there are sometimes when I’m not as awake and attentive to the suffering in the world as Jesus has asked me to be. There are times that I do deny ever knowing the name Jesus…or at least, times when Jesus doesn’t get my full-throated endorsement, or I’m less than forthcoming about the faith that is in me. There are times I’m tempted to trade off extravagant and scandalous love for a few bucks.

What about you? Do you ever find yourself so offended by radically inclusive love that you’d just as soon see that love and inclusion put to death and buried away so you wouldn’t have to look at it or think about it again? Have you ever ridiculed love for being weak and not able to stand against the powers and personalities of this empire that tell you to be tough, have thick skin, and be strong, no matter who you have to step over or step on or crush underfoot to get ahead?

We do participate in this Good Friday story.

 

But redemption comes in recognizing that this is still a story about God. Good Friday is God’s deepest participation with us and our story…with you and your story. In the crucifixion and death of Christ, God demonstrates the height and depth and length God will go to be in solidarity with humanity…with you, dear child.

There is no place God won’t go, no human experience God wouldn’t go through, to show you just how much God loves you. There is nowhere God won’t go to be in relationship with you.

Christ’s participation in the fullness of our story, in the fullness of our human experience…by dying, God joins God’s self to your human story. God experiences the very deepest parts of human pain and anguish…so that you would know that no matter what your story, no matter your suffering, no matter how grim and gloomy and despairing you feel, no matter your circumstances…God has been there, too.

God knows your pain and hurt. It’s a knowledge that cost Love its very life.

It’s a knowledge that cost Love everything.

 

But it’s a cost that came along with a hope that you would know just how much God loves you and cares for you…that you would know that even when you feel furthest from love, that God remains by your side…holding you, embracing you, walking with you through this valley of the shadow of death.

 

Love is costly, dear friends.

 

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In a moment, you’ll be invited to reflect on this love. We’ve set up Stations of the Cross around our Sanctuary and we invite you to get up and move around, as you are able. You may wish to visit the stations in turn, or you may feel free to visit them in whatever order you like.

 

I invite you to reflect on this mystery of love incarnate. The mystery of a love that chooses death. Reflect on your participation in this narrative. I bet you’ll find more in common than you think.

We’ve had similar experiences, too.

 

When have you felt betrayed? When have you betrayed someone else or someone else’s trust?

When have you denied knowing the name Jesus? When have you refrained from inviting someone to experience God’s love? When have you withheld your own love from someone else?

When have you been mocked? When have you been the one doing the mocking?

When have you stumbled under a heavy burden? When have you neglected to help someone who you’ve seen struggling with their own burdens?

When have you felt close to death? When have you looked away from pain and suffering because doing so would have made you responsible for trying to do something about it?

 

This story is your story, church.

It is the story of your salvation.

 

Love is costly.

Love does die.

 

But love can not stay buried away.

Love can not and will not stay dead.

 

Maundy Thursday 2022

John 13:1-17, 31b-35

1 Now before the festival of the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to depart from this world and go to God. Having loved his own who were in the world, Jesus loved them to the end. 2 The Tempter had already put it into the heart of Judas son of Simon Iscariot to betray Jesus. And during supper 3 Jesus, knowing that God had given all things into his hands, and that he had come from God and was going to God, 4 got up from the table, took off his outer robe, and tied a towel around himself. 5 Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples’ feet and to wipe them with the towel that was tied around him. 6 Jesus came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?” 7 Jesus answered, “You do not know now what I am doing, but later you will understand.” 8 Peter said to him, “You will never wash my feet.” Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no share with me.” 9 Simon Peter said to him, “Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head!” 10 Jesus said to him, “One who has bathed does not need to wash, except for the feet, but is entirely clean. And you are clean, though not all of you.” 11 For Jesus knew who was to betray him; for this reason he said, “Not all of you are clean.”

12 After Jesus had washed their feet, had put on his robe, and had returned to the table, he said to them, “Do you know what I have done to you? 13 You call me Rabbi and Lord—and you are right, for that is what I am. 14 So if I, your Lord and Rabbi, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet. 15 For I have set you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you.

16 Very truly, I tell you, servants are not greater than their master, nor are messengers greater than the one who sent them. 17 If you know these things, you are blessed if you do them.

31b “Now the Son of humanity has been glorified, and God has been glorified in the Son. 32 If God has been glorified in the Son, God will also glorify the Son in God’s self and will glorify the Son at once. 33 Little children, I am with you only a little longer. You will look for me; and as I said to the Judeans so now I say to you, ‘Where I am going, you cannot come.’ 34 “I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. 35 By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.”

 

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Please pray with me this evening, church:

Holy God,

During these holy days, we confess

that there is a lot about ourselves that feel unloveable.

As we wrestle with pain and anger and cruelty in our world,

pattern a posture of love for us.

Love that offers healing where there is hurt.

Love that offers service where there is derision.

Love that overcomes even the grave.

Amen.

 

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The culmination of this Holy Week—the beginning of the end of Jesus’ earthly ministry and life—begins as one should begin every important undertaking in one’s life…with a meal.

Even Jesus seems to recognize that you gotta eat. And for all the eternal and cosmic significance we ascribe to Jesus’ final days on this earth, Jesus certainly spends this Holy Week doing very human, almost ordinary, things: touching, healing, riding, chasing, eating, washing…dying… As much as the 4th gospel is not my favorite, for all the all-knowing and all-powerful characteristics that the author ascribes to Jesus, the gospel writer of John does account in meticulous detail the life and ministry of Jesus, and particularly this final holy week. The author of John goes to great lengths to capture the fullness of the culmination of this earthly ministry.

 

The beginning of the end begins…with a meal.

 

I remarked on Palm Sunday that our Lenten Midweek Services were some of the most worshipful moments I had experienced in a long, long time. And I mean that. Worship in our Sanctuary with all you fine people is always wonderful, but there was something about being gathered together in our Fellowship Hall around tables and around food and drink and music and sacred story…something about that time together that just touched a part deep within myself, it felt really holy. And I’m grateful for that.

 

Sharing a meal together is a very intimate act. You can learn a lot about someone by eating with them. You can pick up on their habits—for good, and for bad… There’s something disarming about food, I think. People tend to open up a little bit more when there’s a table that serves as a kind of buffer between you and food spread around between you able to be shared together. In my experience, agreeing to share a meal with you indicates that this person, at some level, feels safe with you.

Sharing a meal together can be a tender, intimate act.

 

Knowing that the hour was coming to depart and go to God, Jesus shares a meal with his friends…his closest friends, the inner circle. So very ordinary, and yet so profoundly holy. An intimate and tender moment between disciples and Rabbi, “Having loved his own who were in the world, Jesus loved them to the end.”

 

And then Jesus interrupts this tender time together and breaks in with another tender act. He gets water and towels, stoops down, and begins to wash their feet.

In the ancient world, in the first century, washing one’s feet was common, even having one’s feet washed by someone else was common. There weren’t paved roads and sidewalks, you walked on dirt and dust everywhere. And mostly you wore some version of a sandal. All of which is to say, your feet took a beating. And they got incredibly dirty. And before you would enter a house, you would shake off the dust from your feet, but there would always be some dirt caked on and so you would need to wash your feet. And mostly people had servants who would do this for them, hired servants, servants of the house…but this was a servant’s job, a role for some of the very lowest in the societal ladder. Certainly not the posture of a Rabbi, of a teacher.

 

Jesus continues to demonstrate the upside-down and backwards nature of the way God intends, the same upside-down and backwards nature we saw and heard about a few days ago on Palm Sunday. The dominion of God, God’s vision for how the world should work, is a subversive inversion of the way things are set up. Both then, in the Roman Empire, and now, in this secular empire of our time.

 

Love one another. Serve one another.

Don’t get even, turn the other cheek. Eat with all the so-called wrong people. Break bread with the outcast and the vulnerable. Give to those who can never pay you back.

Place yourself in close proximity—stand alongside—the ones who have never been given a fair shake, the ones who are told by the world that they are less than human, the ones who have laws written about them that deny their humanity…the ones who get called ugly things like “foreigner,” “alien,” “illegal”…be found standing with and alongside these most derided and devalued because it to such as these as the kingdom of God belongs.

If you want to live into the reign of God and God’s dream and vision for our world, go to where God tells us that God is to be found.

 

Love costs you something. Always.

It costs part of yourself. Love will cost you the need to win every argument, or the need to feel superior to other people. Love will cost you a certain amount of respectability by asking you to stoop down and take the posture of a servant. Love will cost you the perfectly manicured façades you feel like you need to display to the world by finding you hanging out with, serving, and loving all the so-called wrong people.

 

I said it on Sunday morning, Holy Week is about participation. The worship services are experiential, the liturgies beg your involvement…the sacred story, though familiar and unchanging, demands to be heard anew and with fresh insights.

Jesus models this participation. Sharing a meal. Having your feet or your hands washed. These intimate and tender actions are at the heart of what it means to share and have love for one another.

 

“One who has bathed does not need to wash, except for the feet, but is entirely clean. And you are clean, though not all of you are clean.”

The author of John goes on to insert their interpretation of what they think Jesus meant by saying that Jesus was talking about Judas Iscariot…and that might have been the case…but as I’ve been thinking about these words, I got to reflecting that there are parts of me that feel unclean… There are parts of myself that I’d rather keep hidden from Jesus. There are parts of me that betray Jesus, that are less than the ideal follower of Christ, that don’t always live as God wants me to live… There are parts of me that feel unloveable by God…

Perhaps you, too.

 

“You are clean…though not all of you…is clean.”

 

Be honest, church, about those parts of yourself.

Be truthful about your need to wash up.

Difficult as it is, be honest about them.

Do you really think God doesn’t know those parts of you already?

 

Your participation is invited.

Bring your dusty and weary souls to be washed.

Bring your dusty and weary selves to this feast of mercy and grace.

 

Welcome to these most holy days. Welcome to the Triduum—the Great Three Days.

The beginning of this end has begun.

First, we wash. Then, we share a meal.

Find compassion here.

Hold love in your hands. A costly love.

Be renewed, strengthened, and nourished to love a world wrestling with its own unloveable places.

 

Come, beloved.

This gift of love is for you.

 

Palm Sunday 2022

Luke 19:36-48

36 As Jesus rode along, people kept spreading their cloaks on the road. 37 As he was now approaching the path down from the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to praise God joyfully with a loud voice for all the deeds of power that they had seen, 38 saying,

‘Blessed is the king

   who comes in the name of the Lord!

Peace in heaven,

   and glory in the highest heaven!’

39 Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to him, ‘Rabbi, order your disciples to stop.’ 40 Jesus answered, ‘I tell you, if these were silent, the stones would shout out.’

 

41 As Jesus came near and saw Jerusalem, he wept over the city, 42 saying, ‘If you, even you, had only recognized on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes. 43 Indeed, the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up ramparts around you and surround you, and hem you in on every side. 44 They will crush you to the ground, you and your children within you, and they will not leave within you one stone upon another; because you did not recognize the time of your visitation from God.’

 

45 Then Jesus entered the temple and began to drive out those who were selling things there; 46 and he said, ‘It is written,

“My house shall be a house of prayer”;

   but you have made it a den of robbers.’

47 Every day Jesus was teaching in the temple. The chief priests, the scribes, and the leaders of the people kept looking for a way to kill Jesus; 48 but they did not find anything they could do, for all the people were spellbound by what they heard.

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Holy God,

Journey with us this Holy Week.

Even as we walk alongside you on your way to the cross,

Walk with us.

Uphold us and sustain us.

Remind us of your great love for us.

Amen.

 

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This past Monday, April 4, was the 54th anniversary of the assassination of the Reverend Doctor Martin Luther King, Jr. Of course, broadly and nationally we remember King every year in January close to the date of his birth, but in the church, we remember saints on or near the date of the death. If you’ve listened to any number of my sermons over the years, you’ll know that I consider the Reverend Doctor King a theological mentor, and I certainly consider him a saint.

And I think, and I hope, that collectively we consider King an important teacher that still has much to teach us.

 

But as most of you know, it was not always this way. King was vilified in the last years of his life. His family was targeted, he was under ruthless surveillance by the FBI, he was beaten within inches of his life multiple times, imprisoned… Those that were in power at the time, those that benefited from the status quo, from the way things were, would do anything to keep Martin Luther King, Jr. and the movement for civil rights from taking hold and succeeding. Power never gives up that power voluntarily.

The Reverend Doctor Martin Luther King, Jr. wasn’t assassinated because he was a nice guy. It wasn’t because he talked too much about love. The Reverend Doctor Martin Luther King, Jr. was assassinated because his work threatened to upend the established order and the way things were.

 

As we begin the culmination of our Lenten pilgrimage and enter into this holiest of weeks, this is your yearly reminder that Jesus, too, wasn’t killed for being a nice guy. Jesus wasn’t crucified because he preached too much about loving your enemies and looking out for the oppressed and vulnerable. Jesus was killed because he threatened the status quo, the established order, and the way things were.

We can hear that pretty clearly in the move from the triumphal entry into Jerusalem to the driving of money changers out of the temple complex. “They kept looking for a way to kill Jesus; but they did not find anything they could do, because everyone was spellbound by what they heard.”

 

Are you spellbound by what you’ve heard, church? Are you moved deeply? Would you join the stones in shouting out?! When you hear our Gospel narrative this morning, from the parade on a colt and shouts of “Hosanna!” to the lament over Jerusalem and the driving out of commerce in the temple, where do you find yourself? Where do you identify?

 

Particularly during Holy Week, I think it’s one of the most interesting questions we could ask ourselves: “Where am I in this story? What’s my role in this narrative?” I also happen to think it’s a great spiritual practice, too, by the way; a great piece to add into your bible study or devotion or study of scripture, to ask this question of where you find yourself in the story. Your answer to that question will tell you a lot about yourself, about what’s currently going on in your life. It’s a great tool for self-examination.

 

So where do you find yourself in this story, church? Where do you participate?

 

For one, likely in one of the more joyous moments of Holy Week, in an otherwise mostly serious time, is our collective participation in the procession of palms at the beginning of worship. Waving our branches, “All Glory, Laud, and Honor,” the whole bit. So certainly we might imagine ourselves in this processional, in this parade. Perhaps you imagine yourself taking off your own jacket or cloak and laying on the road. Maybe you might climb a tree to get a better view. Waving your branches, shouting “Hosanna!”, hailing Jesus as Lord and king…that’s a fairly easy entry point, I think. But what about the temple complex later? Do you find yourself there, with Jesus and the disciples? Are you one of the ones being drive out by Jesus? Are you doing the chastising and chasing along with Jesus? Do you find yourself more in alignment with the religious leaders…”This kind of trouble-making just can’t continue… Something must be done about this Jesus…” Are you more of a bystander…waiting to see which way the winds of public opinion shift and change?

 

Where you find yourself in these stories will tell you a lot about what’s going on in your life and within yourself.

 

I think a lot about the shift from triumphal entry to the meat of Holy Week—the betrayal, arrest, and crucifixion. How many of those folks who cried out “Hosanna!” were echoing shouts of “Crucify him!” only a few days later? Was it the situation in the temple complex, the driving out of commerce that clued them in? “Whoa…I don’t know about all this, Jesus…”

Do you ever find yourself in a situation that you thought was going to go one way, but then takes a hard turn and now, all of a sudden, you’re not so sure if this is the same thing you showed up for in the first place?

 

The triumphal procession into Jerusalem is a fairly easy entry point because we literally walked a similar path at the beginning of worship. It’s joyous, it’s celebratory, it’s a little like Easter, and it’s everything we imagine following Jesus would be like. But this kind of parade wasn’t necessarily a joyous occasion for all that were present that day. Was it a parade? Or was it a protest march? The lines between those two can get rather fine.

I’ll explain.

 

The whole gospel narrative this morning, from procession to the actions in the temple courtyard, all of it is best understood as street theater—using very public displays as a way of conveying a message or making a statement to a large crowd. A parade? Or a protest?

I’ve been to and even participated in a fair number of parades. 4th of July parades, holiday parades, Pride parades… I’ve also been to and participated in a fair number of protests. Rallies for marriage equality, protests for affordable housing…just a few years ago, I joined some other New Hope folks and the Fort Bend Interfaith Council and some student leaders from Fort Bend ISD who had organized a March for Our Lives in response to gun violence at schools. Pride parades kind of walk this line, I think… Is it a parade? Or a protest? …yes… It’s kind of like all protests are parades but not all parades are protests, right?

 

See, when the emperor, the Caesar, won a military victory, there was a parade. The Caesar would ride into town on a white horse, with trumpets blaring, wearing a crown of olive branches or laurels. The people would throw down flowers at the Caesar’s feet and shout things like “Hail, glorious ruler! Praise be to the savior! Praise be to our messiah! Praise to the Caesar, the son of god!”

Sound familiar? The words should…

 

Jesus’ triumphal entry is a total inversion of this. Not a majestic white horse, but a colt. Not flowers and olive branches, but cloaks and garments spread at his feet. Not a wreath of laurels, but later a crown of thorns. Jesus’ parade walks this line of protest. It’s a mockery of Rome and the Caesar and the Roman imperial rule. Jesus completely cuts against the grain of what they thought a Messiah was. And honestly, Jesus completely cuts against the grain of what we think a Messiah is like, too. Not a mighty conqueror, but a humble servant. Not ruling through victory and oppression, but the Prince of Peace. Not a crown of gold, but a crown of thorns. Not a throne, but a cross.

And then later, in the temple courtyard, Jesus messes with the economics of things, the economics of the religious system and the economics of the empire. And once you start messing with the money of the people in power, the people in power don’t let you do that for much longer.

“They kept looking for a way to kill Jesus; but they did not find anything they could do, because everyone was spellbound by what they heard.”

Jesus was crucified because the message he was preaching threatened the established norms and systems of power.

 

How many of those who cried “Hosanna!” and lauded Jesus as Savior didn’t stick around once things started to get heated at the temple? I wonder if they found themselves in a situation that they thought was going to go one way, but then took a hard turn and now, all of a sudden, they’re not so sure if this is the same thing they showed up for in the first place. Is this a parade or a protest? “You know, I was with him through the love your enemies thing and making a mockery of the emperor, but I just don’t know if I can go along with the whole destruction of property…” Right…? Right…?

 

What does it mean, church, to follow Jesus?

What does it mean to go where Jesus calls his disciples to follow?

Where will you find yourself in this story? Where will you participate?

 

As we conclude our Lenten pilgrimage and begin our journey through Holy Week, I would remind you, as I do every year, that this is the most important week in the life of a Christian, and each part of the story, each piece of the narrative is important. Your participation is critically important.

Easter Sunday is incredibly joyous, but you don’t get to the resurrection without first going through the tomb. It’s really only because of the context of Maundy Thursday and Good Friday that the joy and celebration of Easter matter at all.

Don’t opt out. Commit.

Commit to being present for the full depth of these worship services.

 

Decide.

Decide how you will participate.

Commit to your role in this story.

 

Commit to making time and space in your life for this story of your salvation.

You will confront some pretty deep truths about yourself… The need to have your feet washed…the need to adopt the humble posture of Christ…the ways in which we still sacrifice and seek to silence those that speak difficult truths to us that maybe we don’t want to hear, but by God, we need to…the ways in which we still try to bury love…and the ways we continue to dig graves for ourselves…

 

But here’s the thing, church…we don’t confront these ugly truths not knowing what’s coming on the other side of Good Friday…

But…you do have to go through Good Friday.

You don’t get resurrection without the cross.

 

But resurrection is coming, church.

Love dies, but Love is also resurrected.

Reborn anew in you, in us, in the world…

 

Commit.

Participate.

I promise you, you will find renewal in these stories and in these rituals…

This is the story of your salvation.

 

Fourth Sunday in Lent 2022

Luke 15:1-3, 11b-32

1 Now all the tax collectors and sinners were coming near to listen to Jesus. 2 And the Pharisees and the scribes were grumbling and saying, “This fellow welcomes sinners and eats with them.”

3 So Jesus told them this parable: 11b “There was a man who had two sons. 12 The younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of the property that will belong to me.’ So the father divided his property between his sons. 13 A few days later the younger son gathered all he had and traveled to a distant country, and there he squandered his property in dissolute living.

14 When he had spent everything, a severe famine took place throughout that country, and he began to be in need. 15 So the younger son went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed the pigs. 16 He would gladly have filled himself with the pods and tubers that the pigs were eating; and no one gave the son anything. 17 But when the young son came to himself, when he came to his right mind, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired hands have bread enough, and to spare, but here I am dying of hunger! 18 I will get up and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you; 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; treat me like one of your hired hands.”’ 20 So the younger son set off and went to his father. But while he was still far off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion; the father ran and put his arms around his son and kissed him. 21 Then the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you; I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 But the father said to his servants, ‘Quickly, bring out a robe—the best one—and put it on him; put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 And get the fatted calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate; 24 for this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found!’ And so they began to celebrate.

25 “Now the older son was off in the field; and when he came and approached the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 He called one of the servants and asked what was going on. 27 The servant replied, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fatted calf, because he has got him back safe and sound.’ 28 Then the older brother became angry and refused to go in. His father came out and began to plead with him. 29 But the older son answered his father, ‘Listen! For all these years I have been working like a servant for you, and I have never disobeyed your command; yet you have never given me even a young goat so that I might celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours came back, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fatted calf for him!’ 31 Then the father said to his older son, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and rejoice, because this brother of yours was dead and has come to life; he was lost and has been found.’”

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Loving God,

You are lavish and extravagant with your gifts.

Especially your gifts of love.

Love us back to life, this morning.

Love us back to ourselves.

Love us back to you.

Amen.

 

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Who doesn’t love a good party…?

 

Well, the older son, apparently… A long while ago, when Tiffany and I were planning our wedding (Gosh, we’re getting old, y’all…) there wasn’t a lot of back and forth spent on the kind of celebration we wanted to have and where we wanted to have it. We got married out of college and had attended a fair number of weddings at that point and they were all great times, but we both had this idea of the kind of party we wanted to have and the people that we wanted to be there. For us, it was much more about having our family and friends there and everyone just really enjoying themselves. So we ended up having our reception at the Ballpark in Arlington, and we had hamburgers and hot dogs and cracker jack and lots of cake and an open bar. And it was one of the best parties I’d ever been to.

 

I mean, who doesn’t love a good party?

 

This parable, known as the prodigal…well, you probably learned it, like me, as the prodigal son, right? Well folks smarter than me have started calling it just “The Prodigal” or even “The Prodigal Father” which I find interesting. So I went to my trusty google machine…see, I guess I always thought that prodigal meant like, “the returning son” or “the son who came back” and as it turns out, that’s not what prodigal means at all. To be prodigal is to be lavish, very loose with money, “wastefully extravagant” is what Oxford says. Wastefully extravagant. Well, in that way, I suppose the younger son is prodigal; he squanders the inheritance, he blows through all his money. But I wonder, is the younger son the only wastefully extravagant person in this story? No, I would argue. Because when the younger son comes to himself and returns home, his father throws off his robe, throws of his shoes, goes bounding down the road, scoops up his son into his arms, dresses him, feeds him, clothes him, lavishes gifts on him, and says, “We’re going to have a giant party! Kill the calf. Invite everyone. This. Is. A. Celebration!” A wastefully extravagant party.

 

Who doesn’t love a good party?

 

When I was planning out our worship theme for this Lenten season and reading through the lessons and everything, this parable was one of the ones that really spoke to me and one of the reasons I landed on Unburden as our Lenten theme. See, the whole idea is that we’ve all really been through a lot over the past couple of years and, truthfully, a lot of us are carrying around a bunch of stuff that’s built up, and we really need a place where we can come and set some of that stuff down. As I’ve said, the invitation to Unburden is an invitation to live into an expansive idea of Lent—rather than the idea of taking away and depriving, what if Lent was a season that invited you to fill up, to be refreshed and renewed? Unburden yourself.

I was also thinking about the fever pitch we’ve all been living with the past few years or so, this feeling that we’ve been drifting further and further apart from one another, even apart from folks we might have been very close to before. And when we start to see each other not as siblings and co-workers in God’s vineyard, but rather as viewpoints and opinions to be won over, we start to view one another as combatants, and so we sort of hurl aspersions at each other, lobbing insults or snide remarks, these kind of stones and rocks and boulders that, I think, we really do intend to harm one another. And so the invitation this season is to unburden yourself, not just of those stones and aspersions, but of the weight that builds up on you when you carry around these feelings of ill-will and opposition and distrust and distaste for your neighbor.

 

Unburden yourself, dear church.

Because that weight eats at you. It weighs you down further and further until you’re stooping lower and lower until you can hardly stand under the heaviness of it. But it does eat away at you. Sort of, gnawing at you from the inside. I would even say slowly choking the life out of you.

Unburden yourself, so that you might live.

 

I wonder who you think needs the unburdening in Jesus’ parable this morning? Where do you see life being choked out? Whose shoulders are stooping lower and lower under all that weight?

Is it the younger son being crushed by the weight of having to return home to his family having blown through his entire inheritance? Is it the father carrying around the weight of letting his young son go off in the first place? Is the older son’s grudges and resentfulness of his younger brother, and maybe even his father? Is it the scribes and Pharisees that Jesus is talking to in the first place? Is it you, dear reader and hearer?

 

That’s one of my favorite things about parables…many, many entrances and many, many exits…infinite ways of interpretation…

I think very often we view ourselves as the younger son…trotting off to some exotic place with all God has given us, only to end up squandering these gifts and feeling guilty and so we feel like we have to return to God with nothing to show and kind of beg God to be forgiving and to take us back… I think that’s kind of a classic interpretation.

I wonder if this morning you might see the ways in which you’re very often much like the older son…responsible, doing what you’re supposed to, but you turn indignant and self-righteous when those that you feel like squander the gifts they’re given come sulking back and receive such lavish gifts of compassion and forgiveness even though you were the responsible one, not them… Scandalous grace… That’s the kind of stuff I’m talking about that eats at you from the inside…that’s the kind of stuff that slowly deprives you of life…

 

Could you receive the father’s gifts to the younger son as invitations to you, as well. See what love the father has for his sons… See what love God has for God’s children… I do think the father figure in this parable tells us something important about the nature of God. The father didn’t even let the younger son finish his rehearsed apology. The son couldn’t even ask to be treated like a hired hand. “Clean him! Dress him! Feed him!” the father says. The father doesn’t wait for the son to trudge all the way up the long winding road to the house…the father sees his son from far off and throws off all decorum and propriety, robe flapping in the wind, shoes flying off his feet, “My child! My child!”

See what love God has for God’s children…

 

The wasteful extravagance of the father. “Kill the best calf. Throw the biggest party. Invite everyone.”

“This child of mine was dead…and is alive again…”

God loves us back to life. Even, and especially when we’re so good at holding onto those things that slowly deprive us life from the inside.

 

God is wastefully extravagant with you, dear child… Always seeking you out. Always calling you home. Guiding you to return. Loving you. Forgiving you. God’s nature is one of extravagance and abundance.

 

Like the father in the parable, God is always longing for a reunion, running toward you, gathering you up, calling you by name, rejoicing in your return, celebrating your change of heart, forgiving you.

Loving you back to life. Even and especially when you find it so difficult to love yourself, dear one.

 

And if this is the nature of God, how then are we to be, those of us who bear the name of Christ?

Set down your heaviness, dear church. Set down your stones and aspersions.

Set aside your grudges and indignation. They do not serve you.

Unburden yourself, dear child.

 

Come join the party.

 

Second Sunday in Lent 2022

Luke 13:31-35

31 At that very hour some Pharisees came and said to Jesus, “Get away from here, for Herod wants to kill you.” 32 Jesus said to them, “Go and tell that fox for me, ‘Listen, I am casting out demons and healing people today and tomorrow, and on the third day I complete my work. 33 Yet today, tomorrow, and the next day I must be on my way, because it is not possible for a prophet to be killed outside of Jerusalem.’ 34 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to it! How often have I desired to gather your children together as a hen gathers her babies under her wings, and you were not willing! 35 But see, now your house is left to you. And I tell you, you will not see me until the time comes when you say, ‘Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord.’”

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

God of refuge,

Like a mother hen, you desire to draw your children close.

Draw us close to your heart this morning.

Help us to trust in the midst of life’s difficulties.

Give us courage and boldness

To carry that trust and hope for our neighbors.

Amen.

 

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1 year, 11 months, 26 days, 22 hours, and 46……47 minutes…

2 days and 2 hours shy of 2 full years.

It was nearly 2 years ago this morning—730 days—that we were sitting over in the Community Center, in Room 3, our Jr. High/Confirmation room, with our Capital Campaign Leadership Team, plus a couple of folks from our Church Council, planning what was supposed to be the kickoff and launch of our Capital Campaign the next day.

 

Instead, my mind was split. Our Council President at the time, John Tipton, and I had both been poring over news reports and data and this new tool that Fort Bend County had come out with to begin tracking this new virus that no one had heard of before but was apparently spreading very rapidly.

So instead of launching our Campaign the next day as originally planned, we finished our morning of planning and John and I got on a call with as many Council members as we could rustle up and made the excruciating decision to cancel in-person services the next day, to go “virtual” (whatever that means, we thought at the time), and to just play it all by ear as we were reluctantly dragged into a global pandemic, the ramifications of which we certainly didn’t understand at the time, and I would argue, we’re still learning more and more each day.

 

It’s been a long 2 years, friends…

And by the way, a pandemic isn’t the only thing we’ve been dealing with in our lives, right? Conversations about racial justice, fights for equality, divisive politics, stock markets going wild, economies all over the place, extreme layoffs, hiring freezes, now-record job numbers, inflation, recession, gas prices…you name it… We’ve been through the ringer, church.

 

And yet, if you’re like me, you still get up every morning, God-willing, wash your face, and try to put one foot in front of the other, and do the best you can with what you have…trying to be kind to as many people as you can and help as many people as you can, because certainly folks are fighting battles that you know nothing about.

 

“Oh Jerusalem…city that kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to it.”

Once again, the author of Luke is trying to set Jesus up in line with the prophets, specifically probably Isaiah, but for the author of Luke, Jesus certainly stands in this lineage. Jesus knows the fate that awaits the prophets…Jesus knows the cost of speaking with a prophetic voice. Remember just a few weeks ago, “Very truly, I tell you, a prophet is never welcomed in the prophet’s own hometown.” And then right after that, the good God-fearing people of Nazareth ran Jesus out of town right to the edge of cliff to hurl him off. The hometown kid is cheered and celebrated right up until the hometown kid speaks a word of challenge or threatens to turn things upside down…even if by turning things upside down, God’s vision for the world gets turned right-side up.

 

What is it about challenging words that bristles us and makes us act out?

 

Maybe we could all just use some more hugs…

Now, look…I am fully aware that hugs are not for everyone. I’m serious in this suggestion, but I will say with full disclosure that my love language is touch…I love hugs. But not everyone loves hugs. Some of you are sitting here this morning thinking, “I swear to you, if you try and hug me, we’re going to have a lot bigger issues than how I feel about prophetic words…”

Noted. But…have you ever tried to be mad at someone or a situation when you’re being hugged? I’m just saying. I try to do this with Oliver when he gets upset, I try and hug him until he calms down……it doesn’t work. I get kicked and punched and walk away with bruises and black eyes and a crushed spirit… He’s like Tiffany…they don’t like hugs…clearly their love language is not touch.

But one of the things that has become a favorite pastime in the Michaelis house in recent months is building forts…or “schforts”…or, we’ve started calling them “yurts”… y’s are just easier than f’s at this point… So very much against my desire to have all the couch cushions and pillows stay on the couch, we’ve developed quite the elaborate way of getting these walls built up with doors and windows in them, and then covering the whole thing with a large sheet to act as a roof. Do you remember building pillow forts? Have you crawled in one recently?

 

I forgot how awesome they are. There’s a sense of hiding, a sense of imagination, a sense of security, and a sense of protection when you’re in this small enclosed space…at least, I find that for me. There’s a sense in which the outside world kind of melts away and you could just hide out in this little house, or yurt, or cave, or whatever you wanted it to be…

 

“How I have longed to gather you together like a mother hen gathers her babies under her wings…”

 

God’s desire is to provide shelter. To provide safety. To provide security. God’s desire is to cover her children, wrap them in her arms, and protect them with her wings. If I’m honest, most days I feel like I could use a little protection, a little safety and security. I’ve already told you, most days a hug wouldn’t be the worst thing I’m offered.

But here’s the other thing about being covered and being sheltered…when we feel safe…when we feel protected…when we feel secure…it’s then that we can drop our guard a little bit, let down our defenses, and maybe unload some of the heaviness we’ve been carrying around. As we talk about Unburden-ing this Lent, one of the ways we feel safe to do that is when we feel protected and secure. It’s from that place and feeling of security that we are free to be vulnerable, to name our fears, and to work out together how we’ll move forward from here.

 

It’s one of the things we haven’t been largely able to do as a congregation for 2 years. Being physically separated from one another, for the health and safety of all our members, we haven’t really had the opportunity to work through together some of the big things that have happened in our lives and in our world. We haven’t had the space to be vulnerable with one another, to look each other in the eyes and tell one another how we feel and how we wish things were different.

 

But church, we do have that opportunity now.

As we begin to make our way, God-willing, through the end of and out of this pandemic, we’re doing so at a time of critical importance to this congregation. Next week, March 20, will be the Commitment Sunday of our Building on Hope Capital Campaign. We’ll have a great morning of worship and then a celebration of the Grand Re-Opening of our Community Center. I so hope to see every one of you next week. In worship, we’ll pray together and fill out our pledges together, and offer what we can to help us continue Building on Hope.

 

It’s also when I feel safe and secure that I find that it’s much easier for me to trust God to do what God promises God will do. Like Abram, sometimes I have trust issues. But when I feel covered and protected, I find that trust comes a little easier. 2 years ago, right as we pivoted to virtual worship, right when we were about to launch our Campaign, Tiffany and I talked about what our response to this opportunity would be. How would we lend our help to help New Hope continue Building on Hope. “What if we just…doubled our offering?” I said. “Like, what if we just gave as much to the Capital Campaign as we do in our regular offerings to the General Fund?”

I got an eyebrow raise… Tiffany asked, “I mean, can we do that? Does that still work with our budget?”

“I think so…but…what if we just took this step in faith?”

 

I’m a numbers and data guy. I like to know something’s going to work out before I try it. But in this case, it felt like a very faithful thing to do. And so for the past 2 years, we’ve given as much to our Building on Hope Capital Campaign as we have in our General Offerings…and we’ll continue doing it for the next 3 years. Because what we’ve found for the past 2 years is that God has provided. God, indeed, keeps God’s promises. God does intend abundant life and flourishing for God’s people.

There has always been enough. Even when things were tough…there has always been enough.

My family believe in the mission and ministry of New Hope, church.

We believe in this church. I believe in you, church.

 

I believe in you because for 5 1/2 years, I’ve seen the ways that you provide shelter and refuge and safety and security for others, for your neighbors. This is the mission and ministry of New Hope Lutheran Church. This is the hope and vision for our Building on Hope Capital Campaign…to continue being a place of safety and refuge, a shelter from life’s storms.

This is the vision, church. And I’m asking for your help to do it.

I’m asking you…to step out with me in faith.

 

When we feel secure and protected, we trust God to do what God does…we trust God to keep God’s promises, we trust God to provide, and we trust God to help us out when we inevitably mess it up.

 

Good stewardship is recognizing that all we have and all we are comes to us from God. We give because God first gave to us. We are generous because God has first been generous to us.

It’s a relationship founded on trust.

Good stewardship is nothing more than trust in God.

 

It’s been a long 2 years, friends…

But I can’t wait for what’s next.

I’m so excited for all the years to come.

 

First Sunday in Lent 2022

Luke 4:1-13

1 Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness, 2 where for forty days he was tempted by the Accuser. Jesus ate nothing at all during those days, and when they were over, he was famished. 3 The Accuser said to Jesus, “Since you’re the Son of God, command this stone to become a loaf of bread.” 4 Jesus answered the Accuser, “It is written, ‘One does not live by bread alone.’”

5 Then the Accuser led Jesus up and showed him in an instant all the kingdoms of the world.

6 And the Accuser said to Jesus, “To you I will give their glory and all this authority; for it has been given over to me, and I give it to anyone I please. 7 If you, then, will worship me, it will all be yours.” 8 Jesus answered the Accuser, “It is written, 

 ‘Worship the Lord your God,

  and serve only the Lord.’”

9 Then the Accuser took Jesus to Jerusalem, and placed him on the pinnacle of the temple, saying to him, “Since you’re the Son of God, throw yourself down from here, 10 for it is written, 

 ‘God will command the angels concerning you,

  to protect you,’

11 and 

 ‘On their hands they will bear you up,

  so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.’”

12 Jesus answered the Accuser, “It is said, ‘Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’” 13 Having finished every test, the Accuser departed from Jesus until an opportune time.

 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Holy God,

So much weighs on us these days.

We carry around so much with us and it is heavy.

We come to you, seeking relief this morning.

Help us to unburden.

Lighten our loads so we can help others with theirs.

Amen.

 

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When I was in high school, about 16 or 17, I had the opportunity to spend 2 weeks out of my summer backpacking in the foothills of the Rockies in New Mexico, at Philmont Scout Ranch. It’s a pilgrimage, of sorts, for most Boy Scouts, at least it was then, so I was very grateful to get to go. You spend almost the full 2 weeks out on the trail, averaging 5-6 miles a day…certainly not for the faint of heart, and I’m not exactly sure these knees could handle it anymore…sleeping in tents, under the stars, showers few and far between, meals cooked on fires or camp stoves, mostly canned meats and MREs (meals ready to eat)…

I told you, not for the faint of heart.

 

You get your first stomach grumble about day 2.5 or 3. I’m not sure I’ve ever had such an overwhelming urge for a Snickers as I did on that trail.

I didn’t exactly know what I was hungry for, I just knew that I was hungry.

While you’re on the trail, there’s also this kind of overwhelming sense of just wanting relief. All of you are hiking around with 40lbs. or so on your back, and after a certain amount of time, you just want to set it down. Take a break. Get a little bit of relief.

You figure out pretty quickly that the easiest way to get relief is actually not to take your backpack all the way off. See, then you have unstrap it, take it off, set it down…but then when you get ready to go again, you have to sling it back up on your back, hoist it up on your shoulders, strap it down, and cinch it up again. No, the quickest and easiest way to get relief is to find a tall rock and rest your backpack on it and let your butt hang down. Then you don’t have to readjust any of your straps, but your shoulders and back get instant and substantial relief. #ProTip

 

After his baptism, Jesus is led into the wilderness by the Spirit and is tempted for 40 days while he fasts. 40 days is a long time to do anything, certainly to go without food, so you can imagine, at this point, that Jesus just wants some relief, just a bit of easing of the harshness. Jesus is ripe for temptation after these 40 days.

Do you ever notice that? Do you ever notice within yourself how it’s when things seem to be going their worst for you that it feels like the obstacles and the stumbling blocks and the temptations crop up the most? It’s the most inopportune time… It’s like when things are already going poorly and you’re at the end of your rope, that it feels like someone is pulling that rope the most forcefully, trying to yank it out of your hand…like you’ve already got such a large pile of stuff and it’s just then that the universe seems to be conspiring against you to add more and more stuff to that pile. 

 

When you’re already feeling heavy, it feels like the addition of just. one. more. thing. is going to break you. You just want some relief.

The temptation is to give into that struggle. To throw up your hands and stop trying so damn hard to fight because it doesn’t seem like it’s making that big of a difference anyway.

 

It’s when we feel like we’re at our weakest that the temptation seems strongest to give in to easy ways out, to lean into hoisting blame onto others, or to fall back onto our basest fears and judgments.

 

Whatever language you want to use…devil, tempter…I think this is what the Accuser was after with Jesus in the wilderness. Offering Jesus an easy way out…seeding doubt and feeding on and preying on that doubt that maybe Jesus isn’t who people say he is. “Maybe you’re not God’s beloved, Jesus… Where is your God to help you?”

Certainly Jesus is wanting just a little bit of relief.

 

Those are the doubts and the fears that prey on us, too. “Maybe you’re not who you say you are. Maybe you’re not all the good things others say about you. Maybe you’re not all that exceptional.” Or even more insidious, “Maybe you’re not who God says you are…”

These are the fears and temptations we wrestle with as a congregation, as well, make no mistake. You look around and you see fewer people than you remember, and those fears and doubt start to creep in, and the temptation is to give into those fears and doubts. “Are they ever coming back? Where is everyone? What are we doing launching a Capital Campaign at a time like this?”

 

And the thing is, church, it’s precisely for a time like this that the church exists. It’s precisely when things are most dismal, precisely when hope seems lost, precisely when doubts and fears arise, that the church is at it’s best. Because it is our call to shoulder those burdens for one another. Not to gloss things over and bury our head in the sand and pretend as if all these realities aren’t present…but to to be reminded and to remind one another that the whole reason we’re here is because of the promise of the resurrection—God brings life from things that die. God’s desire, dear people, is life and life abundant. And as long as we’re leaning into the call that God has placed on this congregation, as long as we’re aligning our mission and ministry with the work God has called us to…I trust that we’ll be ok, I have faith that God keeps God’s promises.

This is precisely what Building on Hope is reminding us. I can’t wait to share with you all the incredible work that you’re making possible and all the incredible ministry that will happen because of your faithfulness. Please make plans to be here on our Commitment Sunday, March 20, when we’ll also celebrate the Grand Re-Opening of our Community Center…I promise you, you’re not going to want to miss it.

 

This season of Lent we’re exploring the theme Unburden. We’re reflecting on the heaviness of our world and the weightiness of all the extra things that we carry around with us. We’re exploring how it feels like in recent years we’ve grown further and further apart from one another—ideologically, socially, spiritually—and we’re inviting you to live into an expansive idea of Lent this year. One that invites you to set down some of the heavy things you’re carrying around. An expansive Lent that creates more space, fills you up, draws you closer to God and closer to your neighbor. And expansive Lent that reminds this congregation that God is a God of life and God keeps God’s promises. An expansive idea Lent that reminds that you are exactly who God says that you are…dear beloved child.

We’ll talk about unburdening ourselves from unrealistic expectations, from our propensity to shovel blame onto others, and from our fears that wrap us up and consume us. 

 

My prayer is that rather than a trudge that seems to get heavier with each step, that you would find yourself lighter as you journey through Lent this year. We’ve got a lot, friends, that we’ve built up over the past couple of years. This Lenten season, you’ll be invited to set it down. Here. At the foot of the cross. Where mercy and compassion flow forth. Where grace is poured out. Where love doesn’t give death the last word, but instead cultivates and nurtures life. Life and love that is birthed out of a wounded side.

 

Throughout his tempting ordeal, Jesus’ response to these offers from the Accuser was to return to that which formed him—his Bible. Instead of shouting down the devil or trying to out-argue the tempter with eloquent well-outlined rhetorical arguments, Jesus quotes scripture.

Seeking relief, Jesus returned to that which formed him.

 

Just a couple of days ago, on Ash Wednesday, you heard that you are dust, o mortal one. Beautiful, gleaming, magnificent stardust. And to dust you will return.

You were formed from dust.

God breathed life into your dusty self.

Unburden yourself this Lent, dear church.

Return to that which formed you.

Return to God.

 

Ash Wednesday 2022

Matthew 6:1-6, 12-21

[Jesus said:] 1 “Beware of practicing your piety before others in order to be seen by them; for then you have no reward from your God in heaven.

2 “So whenever you give alms, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be praised by others. Very truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 3 But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, 4 so that your alms may be done in secret; and God who sees in secret will reward you.

5 “And whenever you pray, do not be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at the street corners, so that they may be seen by others. Very truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 6 But whenever you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your God who is in secret; and your God who sees in secret will reward you.

16 “And whenever you fast, do not look dismal, like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces so as to show others that they are fasting. Very truly I tell you, they have received their reward. 17 But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, 18 so that your fasting may be seen not by others but by God who is in secret; and God who sees in secret will reward you.

19 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust consume and where thieves break in and steal; 20 but store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust consumes and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

 

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Please pray with me this evening, church:

Holy and immortal God,

You have formed us from the dust of the earth,

and at the end of all things, we will return to that same dust.

Draw near to us as we wrestle with these truths.

Breathe life into this dust once again.

Amen.

 

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It’s certainly no Johnson Space Center…but Chicago has a pretty neat Planetarium, the Adler, and back when I lived and was serving my Internship in Chicago, the Adler hosted a Clergy Day, an entire day dedicated to the conversations between science and religion. Sidenote: I’m not sure why it ends up this way, but I took a look back at my sermons over the years, and it turns out I talk about this experience at the Adler Planetarium like every couple of years or so and it’s always on Ash Wednesday…not sure why that is, but there you go… Anyway, so at the Planetarium and one exhibit in particular captured my attention that day—this one describing what scientists know and are learning about the origins of the universe…the Big Bang. There were pictures from as far back as we could see in the universe, pictures and descriptions of some of the oldest materials found on earth…it was all really cool.

But this idea that stuck out to me was one of interconnectedness…relationship…that everything that is, everything that ever has been, and everything that ever will be has a single point of origin.

 

Every single one of us, every single living thing—people, plants, animals, bacteria, viruses—everything comes from a single something.

 

For me, it’s the clearest description I can think of to illustrate that we all are, in fact, interconnected…interwoven…”an inescapable network of mutuality, tied together in a single garment of destiny,” as the Reverend Doctor Martin Luther King, Jr. would say.

 

Last week, our own Dr. Sandra Moore, a literal rocket scientist, shared a picture on her social media of Earth as viewed through the rings of Saturn…she works at NASA so she gets all the coolest pictures, but still… That “tiny, pale blue dot”… That singular point and place on which we all live together, on which everything that has ever lived has lived on together, and on which everything that ever will live will live on together.

 

There is so much contained on that tiny speck. It’s completely unfathomable and so wildly beyond our ability to grasp and comprehend…everything that ever was, that is, or ever will be…all contained within that dot.

And you are not the center of it.

 

I guess I figure as long as we’re hearing difficult truths about our mortality on Ash Wednesday, we might as well just dispense with all the difficult truths in our lives…but it’s true…you are not the center of the universe. You aren’t called to be the center of your own universe.

But child, you are the center of God’s universe.

 

Lent is a season of adjusting our focus.

We tend to start off our calendar year with talk of resolutions and all of our self-improvement projects, and while I am certainly not saying that working on yourself and taking care of yourself aren’t good things—they absolutely are—Lent is a corrective lens over a hyper-focus on ourselves.

You are not the center of your own universe.

 

Lent refocuses our attention to God—the source of our life, the object of our worship and praise, the author of our tomorrows, and co-traveler with us throughout our life’s journey.

“Return to the Lord your God…God is gracious. And merciful. Slow—not quick—to anger. And abounding in unfailing love that you can cling to.”

 

One of the ways of adjusting our focus is through spiritual practices. There’s a fairly long history of faithful disciples “giving something up” for Lent. In recent years there have been movements to “take something on” or “add something to” your current habits. Whatever your personal piety and preference is, my hope is that it is something that adds something to your faith and to your life. In the litany of practices laid out by Jesus in our gospel from Matthew, Jesus’ point is not that the practices in and of themselves are bad, but rather, Jesus is encouraging you to examine your motivations, examine why you’re doing what you’re doing. When you give alms, do so without show. When you pray, keep that between you and God. When you fast, let your outward appearance reflect your inward devotion.

Spiritual practices focus our attention outside of ourselves. Use the practices of Lent as means to draw yourself deeper, not just in your own relationship with God, but in your relationship with others.

You are not the center of your own universe.

 

Our theme for this season of Lent is Unburden. We’re talking about the heaviness we carry around with us and how for so many in recent years it feels like we’ve drifted further and further apart from one another. It feels like we’re shouting at one another across canyons of difference and we view our neighbors as arguments to be won rather than as beloved children and siblings. We approach our relationships with clenched fists, some of us even carrying stones to be hurled at one another across these chasms.

My invitation to you the Lent is to unburden yourself, dear church.

 

Set down the heaviness, the weight, the stones you’re carrying around. Let your Lenten discipline draw you closer to the heart of God, and there find that the heart of God is near to your neighbor, the stranger, the dispossessed, the poor, and the marginalized.

When we return to God, we focus ourselves and place ourselves in proximity to God, and therefore in proximity to those for whom God has particular concern.

 

You are not the center of your own universe — in a moment we’ll confess that deep, yet difficult, truth.

 

But you are the center of God’s universe, dear child — let us also hear, once again, the healing balm of those beautifully truthful words, as well.

 

You are dust, dear mortal one, and to dust you will return.

But do not forget what God can do with dust.