Fourth Sunday in Lent

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John 3:14-21

[Jesus said:] 14 “Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of humanity be lifted up, 15 that whoever believes in the Son may have eternal life.
  16 For God loved the world in this way, that God gave the Son, the only begotten one, so that everyone who trusts in him may not perish but may have eternal life.
  17 “Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through the Son. 18 Those who believe in God’s Beloved are not condemned; but those who do not believe are condemned already, because they have not believed in the name of the begotten Son of God. 19 And this is the judgment, that the revelation of God’s glory has come into the world, and people loved evil rather than God’s glory because their deeds were evil. 20 For all who do evil hate the truth and do not come into God’s glory, so their deeds may not be exposed.

21 But those who do what is true come into God’s glory, so that it may be clearly seen that their deeds have been done in God.”

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Liberating God,

You have given us an incredible gift.

We didn’t earn it. We don’t deserve it.

And yet you’ve given it to us still.

Help us. Show us how to respond.

Teach us how to be generous

With this gift you’ve lavished upon us.

Amen.

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You’ve heard me say it before, but I’m really not a particularly good gift-giver.

I struggle with knowing what might resonate with someone or what they might find meaningful. I tend to have some defaults, but in general, I don’t feel great about the gifts I give. It’s just not a spiritual gift of mine.

But I do like to give gifts.

Or rather, I like to give. I’m a very giving person…sometimes to a fault.

Maybe you, too, consider yourself a generous person.

For me, one of my earliest memories of learning generosity was at church, actually. Every Sunday, we’d sit together as a family, and toward the end of the sermon my dad would reach into his pocket and pull out a dollar’s worth of quarters, and I’d get 2 quarters and my sister would get 2 quarters. And I can remember how I would rub those quarters together between my fingers, and what that felt like. Then, a little after the sermon was over and we sang and prayed, it was time for the offering plates to come around, and the plates would come right in front of our noses and we’d drop our quarters in the plate.

It wasn’t much, and it wasn’t even my money, but it was an act of giving something to God…an act of giving something that I had been given and joining it with the gifts of others who were giving from what they had been given, and using our gifts together for the ministry and the life of the church.

And no…this isn’t a Stewardship sermon.

I was given those 2 quarters every week, and they weren’t mine, and I don’t even necessarily think I did anything to deserve them…maybe made my bed or something, but…it wasn’t my money. It was a gift to me, and a gift that I was expected to give.

What makes me feel so good about being generous—whether it’s with my time or my energy or my money—is how my being generous makes someone else feel. I feel good because I’ve maybe helped someone else or made them feel good. Generosity is a selfless act, focused only on the well-being of the other person, the one being served.

Generosity is giving a gift.

A gift as a response to something that you were given. Something that probably wasn’t yours in the first place. Maybe something you earned, but something you deserved…?

Generosity connected to the biblical understanding of stewardship recognizes that everything we have is a gift. Even what we’ve earned…is a gift given to us.

You have been given a gift and you are free to live a generous life as a response to the wonderful gifts you have been given.

God so loved you…

But not only “God so loved you…”, but God so loved you…and you…and them, and those people, and those other folks…indeed, God so loved…the world

That God gave God’s son…the Begotten One…the Beloved…

That everyone who believes, everyone who has faith…that everyone who trusts…who trusts the truth of God’s great love…that everyone who puts their faith in such a love…

Would not perish…but instead would enjoy life…life everlasting…life abundant…

Indeed, God did not send the Beloved One into the world to condemn the world, but in order…so that, the world would be saved…through God’s Beloved.

God’s intention is salvation.

God’s whole plan, God’s work in the world…is about the salvation, the saving of God’s people.

God’s only interest, church, is that you would know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, the depths and height and expansiveness of God’s incredible love for you, beloved child, and that that knowledge of God’s love would save you…would free you…would liberate you……from everything that keeps you locked away in those graves you seal yourself up in. Those tombs of doubt…of shame…of not-enough-ness…of fear…of anxiety…of worn-out tiredness…

God’s only agenda is salvation…is liberation…

And that you would know that this freedom and liberation…that this salvation is yours. It’s already given to you. It’s free. You don’t have to earn it…in fact, you can’t earn it. None of us are deserving of it…but it’s yours. It’s God’s gift for you.

You are saved by grace.

It’s unmerited. Undeserved. Unearned.

And it’s yours.

The gift of God. Not the result of works—not by something you did—so as not to give anyone cause to be boastful.

For you are only what God has made you…created in Christ for good works…which God intends to be your very way of life.

Because salvation is yours. Because you didn’t do anything to deserve it. Because you didn’t do anything to earn it. Because your salvation, your freedom, your liberation…is a gift to you…you are free to live lives of love for others.

We’re not saved from…we are saved for

Saved for generosity. Saved for compassion. Saved for mercy. Saved for goodness. Saved for service. Saved for volunteering. Saved for giving. Saved for healing.

Saved…for love…

You are what God has created you to be.

You are created by love. And for love.

That love would be your very way of life.

Again and again, we love because we were first loved. We give because God first gave to us.

Again and again, our lives are lived as a response to the love we’ve been shown and given by God.

This past week was one year since we were gathered together in person for worship. Today is one year since we made the agonizing call to take our worship and faith formation—to take our whole community of faith—to a virtual community. None of us possibly imagined then that we’d be here 365 days later. If we could have even dreamed of such a scenario…I imagine worship might have looked a little different. Songs sung with a bit more passion. Prayer petitions offered a bit more earnestly. Handshakes and embraces lingered just a bit longer as we shared signs of peace.

What I do know, is that it’s been the most difficult year any of us has ever had. Some of us got sick. Some of us got really sick. A lot of our friends and neighbors got sick. A lot of our friends and neighbors died. It’s been a year…

And in the midst of all of this…God never stopped showing up. Through volunteering, cards for healthcare workers, buying dinner for your neighbor who’s a nurse, donating headphones to Armstrong so elementary students could log on to learn, reaching out in the midst of a terrible freeze…friends, God and the Holy Spirit has never been more active…

This love that you’ve been given has to be shared. It’s simply what God created you for.

Thank God for all that’s been done to get us to where we are today. Thank God for medicine and science and vaccines that are hurtling us toward the finish line.

And we are still being called to love our neighbor, church. Our unvaccinated neighbor. Our immunocompromised neighbor. Our young neighbor. Our neighbor for whom vaccines aren’t available yet. Our neighbor still cleaning up from their busted pipes. Our hungry neighbor. Our neighbor in need.

You have been given an incredible gift.

How will you share the love you’ve been shown?

How will you be generous with this gift?

Second Sunday in Lent

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Mark 8:31–9:9

31Jesus began to teach them that the Son of humanity must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again. 32 He said all this quite openly. And Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. 33 But turning his back and looking at the disciples, Jesus rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan! For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”
  34 Jesus called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 35 For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. 36 For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? 37 Indeed, what can they give in return for their life? 38 Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of humanity will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of God with the holy angels.”

1 And Jesus said to them, “Very truly I tell you, there are some standing here who will not taste death until they see that the reign of God has come with power. 2 And six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and John, and led them up a high mountain apart, by themselves, and was transfigured before them, 3 and Jesus’ clothes suddenly became dazzling, such as no one on earth could bleach them. 4 And there appeared to the disciples Elijah with Moses, who were talking with Jesus. 5 Then Peter said to Jesus, “Rabbi, it is good for us to be here; let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” 6 He did not know what to say, for they were terrified. 7 Suddenly a cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud there came a voice, “This is my child, the Beloved One; listen to him!” 8 Suddenly when they looked around, they saw no one with them any more, but only Jesus.
  9 As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them to tell no one about what they had seen, until after the Son of humanity had risen from the dead. 

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Loving God,

We carry around so many things.

So many burdens weigh us down.

Help us to unburden this morning.

Help us to set down what is not ours to carry.

Help us to shoulder what we must.

Remind us of our call, that we are

Given as helpers to one another.

Amen.

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When we lived in Chicago, we lived on the top floor of a 3-story walk-up. And since it was just the 2 of us, we didn’t necessarily need to go to the grocery store every week. We could stock up, get enough groceries for 2 or 3 weeks, and for the most part, be fine.

Now, when we first moved to Chicago, I hadn’t yet discovered the joys or really understood the benefits of having my own reusable grocery bags, so when we would make these trips, we’d have like 20 or so bags of groceries. And, you guessed it, they all needed to make it up the stairs.

And…you also guessed it, they all needed to be carried up in 1 trip…because of course, they did.

And even once I wised up to reusable grocery bags, I found these wonderfully large canvas bags, so you could put even more groceries in them.

And, of course…all those needed to be carried up in 1 trip, too! Because of course, they did.

Now, I know you know what I’m talking about, church. Because I know that you do this, too. Raise your hand so I know that you’re with me…the true test of your grocery store prowess is not how quickly you can get in, get through your list, and get out…the truest test of your grocery shopping capabilities is can you get your bags from your car to your kitchen in one single trip.

Yes?

Yes. I knew I could count on you.

What if I told you you spend more energy on that one single overloaded trip than you would if you were to make multiple trips with fewer and lighter bags?

We are so good at weighing ourselves down unnecessarily.

We are masterful at carrying around extraordinarily heavy burdens that no one person was designed to carry.

You are not made to be weighed down, beloved child.

You are not created to shoulder such heavy burdens.

I want you to try something with me.

This Lent, with our series Again & Again we begin our time together with a kinesthetic—or an embodied—call to worship. The idea is that worship is a whole-body experience. I say it every Sunday, bring your full selves to worship. Including your body. Worship is something to be experienced by your full self, not simply something you go to or something you have going on in the background, but something you experience.

So I want you to try something with me.

Relax.

Slow your breathing.

Pull your shoulders down away from your ears…

How did I know you had your head hunched and shoulders up by your ears?

We do this when we’re stressed, or we have a lot going on, we tense up and our shoulders drift up and it actually causes us to be tenser. And so we’re caught in this increasingly perpetual stress cycle.

Straighten your neck and drop your shoulders.

And breathe.

Deep breath.

What are you carrying around with you?

What are you weighing yourself down with?

What heavy thoughts are trying to make their way into your consciousness right now?

What burdens are demanding your attention?

Breathe deep.

And let them go. Let them fall.

If even for only a moment, set them down.

You are not made to be weighed down, beloved child.

You are not created to shoulder such heavy burdens.

This is not to say that there aren’t very serious things in our lives that demand our attention. There certainly are. But it is to say, there are some things that are yours to carry, and some things that are not yours to carry alone.

Again and again, God calls us to listen.

To listen when God commands us to rest. To listen when Jesus says, “Come unto me all you who are weak and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” To listen when God is calling us to a new way of living and being.

I’ve often asked you, in your prayers, if you listen for God as much as you talk to God. We’re so good at asking God for what we need or what we want. How well practiced are we in listening for what God is saying to us?

How well can we listen when our shoulders are so high up they’re covering our ears?

How well can we listen when we’re so preoccupied with all the bags of stuff we’re carrying around?

Look, church, there is stuff to be done, there is work that God is calling you to. It’s the work of discipleship, the work of being the hands and feet and heart of Christ in your neighborhood and in our world. “If any want to be my followers, let them deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow me.”

Why are you carrying around all those extraordinarily heavy burdens that are not yours to carry? Set them down and pick up the cross of Christ. I promise you, the cross of Christ is lighter and easier than those weighty worries. The cross of Christ is the cross of discipleship, a cross that demands from you nothing more and nothing less than your selfless, focused attention on your neighbor and those in your midst who are in the most need.

And here’s the gift, even the cross…is not shouldered alone.

Even Jesus…had help carrying his cross, you’ll remember.

This cross of Christ—this cross and this call to discipleship—is one that we pick up together…in community and with one another.

Never has that been more clear to us than in the aftermath of any number of disasters we’ve seen over the years. Certainly in the wake of that winter storm last week, that so many are still feeling the effects from, and will continue to be affected by for months to come. We only get through this together.

And we are.

Church, the ways that you have been reaching out, helping those in need, checking in on your friends and neighbors and family…truly this is what it means to be the church. We carry one another’s burdens.

And we rejoice in that. As the Psalmist writes this morning, our praise comes from God who has delivered us. Those in need are taken care of, the poor are satisfied, and those who seek God praise God.

This bit of Psalm 22 is a Psalm full of rejoicing, but if you’re paying close attention, you’ll know that Psalm 22 is all rejoicing. If you’ve got your bibles close by or the bible apps on your phones, check out the first half of Psalm 22. Check out verse 1… “My God…my God…why have you forsaken me…?”

Psalm 22 is the very Psalm quoted by Jesus as he hung on the cross.

So it’s important to note that all this rejoicing we heard this morning, comes after these intense feelings of feeling abandoned by God.

Declaring God’s praise comes after and in light of the Psalmist feeling abandoned by God.

Have you noticed that for yourself? That it’s usually only in hindsight and after the fact that we recognize God’s presence and action in the midst of our struggles…

When we name our hurts, when we are honest about the ways we feel distant from God or those feelings of God’s absence, when we can set down that baggage we carry around…then we find the space and the capacity within our selves to name and honor those times we recognize that God was faithful and present. Again and again, we see how God has always been present.

When we carry so much stuff around, when we’re so burdened and weighed down with so much extra junk, it can be hard to have the clarity of vision to be able to see God in the midst of all that stuff.

This is why it’s so important to take time to unburden ourselves, church. Those burdens, that heaviness…that is not yours to carry, beloved.

We are not meant to struggle under the weight of those things that hold us captive, oppress us, and prevent us from living full and marvelous lives…we are meant to enjoy the life our Creator has given us, we are meant to delight in God and shout and sing God’s praises, to remember and turn to the Lord, to bow down before God and to worship God.

That is our purpose.

That is our calling.

God delights so much in you, beautiful one. Would you make time and space in your life to delight in God?

Again and again, God offers to help carry your burdens.

You are not meant to carry them alone.

You are created to take up and carry the cross of Christ. A cross of discipleship. A cross of compassion and helping and sharing and love.

A cross that we carry together as a community of faith.

Set your burdens down.

First Sunday of Lent 2021

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Mark 1:9-15

9 In those days Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan.

10 And just as Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw the heavens torn apart and the Spirit descending like a dove on him. 11 And a voice came from heaven, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”
  12 And the Spirit immediately drove Jesus out into the wilderness. 13 Jesus was in the wilderness forty days, tempted by the Accuser; and Jesus was with the wild beasts; and the angels waited on Jesus.
  14 Now after John was arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God, 15 and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the dominion of God has come near, repent, and believe in the good news.”

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Holy Wisdom,

Sometimes the wilderness feels endless.

Sometimes it’s all just too much.

Find us, this morning.

Find us, and lead us, and don’t leave us there.

Remind us of your nearness.

Amen.

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“I never thought my emergency preparedness or wilderness survival skills would be useful in the suburbs…”

How many of you had that thought this week?

Be honest…

Some of you know, I’m an Eagle Scout, and so while I’m thankful that I didn’t have to resort to pulling that far back in the skillset, I suppose it’s a comfort to know I could if I needed. I just…who would have thought that those kinds of skills would be useful or even needed in a time and a place like this? I mean, we have these hundreds of thousands of dollar homes, every creature comfort we could want, security systems, fireplaces, Egyptian cotton sheets… All reduced to naught…from a winter storm…

Wilderness survival, indeed.

We talk about Lent that way…wilderness, I mean.

It’s one of my favorite ways to talk about Lent actually…” a journey through the wilderness”…

We’re familiar with wilderness.

Maybe not camping, or backpacking, or sub-zero sleeping bags and MREs and starting fires with flint and steel…but we know wilderness. You know what it’s like to feel directionless.

You know what it feels like to feel so completely overwhelmed that you don’t even know if you can lift up your foot, much less which way to start traveling. You know what it feels like to have the icy blast of grief and hurt make its way all the way down your spine. You know what it’s like to expend more calories than you put in, working yourself to the bone, pouring so much out of yourself without ever pausing to receive and be filled up. You know what it feels like to lose your map, that thing in your life that no matter what else, that thing……or that person……would always tell you where you need to go…you know what it feels like to lose that…to not have them anymore…

Yeah…we know wilderness.

What are our survival skills? What helps you through those wildernesses?

In this season of Lent, what sustains you?

Church, to be completely honest, this whole pandemic event has felt like in some ways, Lent never really stopped. It feels like one long Lenten season.

And so you add a crisis on top of a disaster, and it becomes really hard to see your way through this wilderness…

And so in this season…in this wilderness…in this long Lent…what has sustained you? What has kept you going?

One of the first things I notice in our readings from Genesis and Mark this morning is the catastrophes. Maybe that’s true for you, too. Something about our news cycles that have us more tuned in to the bad stuff than the good. But the first things I notice are the flood, the loss of life, the temptation, the wilderness.

I’m initially kind of drawn to this negative part of the story, instead of what I notice on a second or third reading…God’s covenant, God’s promise, God’s declaration, God’s provision.

Isn’t that sometimes how it happens? Sometimes it’s only on a second or third reflection, only in hindsight, sometimes it’s only with some distance…that we’re able to see God present in those wilderness times.

Our theme for this season of Lent this year comes to us from a sanctified art and it’s called Again & Again: A Lenten Refrain. The theme reminds us that again and again, suffering and brokenness find us. Again and again, patterns of injustice, violence, hurt, and anger seem to win the day. Again and again is a familiar refrain, an unfortunately familiar pattern.

But even in the midst of that wilderness, our theme begs us to remember that again and again, God shows up. Again and again, God keeps God’s promises. Again and again, God chooses you, names you, claims you, and loves you back to life.

Again and again, God reminds us of God’s presence.

The covenant God made with Noah was a promise of presence. “I establish my covenant with you that never again shall all flesh be cut off…” Never again, will God’s people be cut off from God. God promises to remain. It’s a promise of presence.

God’s promise to Jesus in the Jordan is a promise of presence. “You are my Son, the Beloved. With you, I am so, so pleased.” God names Jesus, and God names you, as a beloved child. It’s a promise of presence.

“Jesus was in the wilderness for forty days, being tempted. Jesus was with the wild beasts, and the angels waited on him.” The angels served Jesus. It’s a promise of presence.

“The reign of God is near, it is imminent, it is close.” It’s a promise of presence.

Who needs your presence this week, church?

Who can you reach out to and check in on during this wilderness season?

We’ve heard so many stories this week, church, of you, stepping up and reaching out. So many stories of you showing up as the hands and feet of Christ in our community this week. I talked about it on Ash Wednesday, but when we put out the call this week that we had folks in our community without water and power, we had so many more offers to help than we had need.

You are the angels sent to serve in the midst of this wilderness, church.

You are the ones baptized and named beloved by God and sent out to live and love like Jesus in our hurting world.

Time to put those survival skills to work.

Yours is the presence we need in this wilderness.

Ash Wednesday 2021

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Please pray with me this evening, church:

Holy God,

We come to you tonight

A rough people.

A bit stressed. A bit strained.

A bit tired. A bit worn.

Remind us of what and of whose we are.

Remind us that we are dust.

Lovingly formed and given breath by you.

Amen. 

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For a year that has been so strange and historic in so many ways…I’m not sure why I’m surprised that Ash Wednesday 2021 would be just as unusual as the rest.

Like many of you, I’m sure, I’m really ready for a little bit more “precedented” in my life. I’ve had just about all of the “unprecedented” I can stand. For like, a lifetime. Maybe several lifetimes.

This Ash Wednesday service is coming to you in the midst of, but on the trailing end of, an arctic blast that dipped down all the way through the US, but that ended up devastating the Texas energy grid. Millions are without power in some of the most dangerous temperatures on record.

I don’t need to tell you about all this. You’re all living it right now.

But it is my role to help us discover together where God is in the midst of all of this, right?

Ash Wednesday marks our entry into the season of Lent. A 40-day journey that begins with a reminder of our origins as people crafted from dust, and ends with a dynamic crescendo of Jesus’ crucifixion, death, and glorious resurrection.

This season, we’re using a resource from a sanctified art called Again & Again: A Lenten Refrain. The artists and curators write:

In Lent, we’re reminded that, again and again, suffering and brokenness find us. We doubt again, we lament again, we mess up again. Again and again, the story of Jesus on the cross repeats—every time lives are taken unjustly, every time the powerful choose corruption and violence, every time individuals forget how to love. With exacerbation we exclaim, “Again?! How long, O God?” And yet, in the midst of the motion blur chaos of our lives, God offers a sacred refrain: “I choose you, I love you, I will lead you to repair.” Again and again, God breaks the cycle and offers us a new way forward.

This Ash Wednesday we’re reminded of the familiar refrain of the seasons of our lives. We’re reminded of the heartache, the betrayals, the ways we’ve messed up, the ways we’ve wronged others. We’ve done so before, and we’ll do so again.

But we’re also reminded of how God has shown up in the midst of all of that. We’re reminded that God was present then, has been present throughout, and we hope and we trust that God will be present in all the other times we’ll keep messing up.

Because that’s what God does.

As we sit here tonight, many of us without power or water, I’m reminded of disasters. Hurricanes, tornadoes, novel coronaviruses…and even arctic blasts. I’m reminded that we’re really good at disasters, church. You show up. In big ways.

When we put the call out that people were in need, we had more offers to help than we had need. Even those of you who were yourself dealing with no heat or no water were reaching out and asking “How can I help?”

This is the love of God, church.

This is what God created us for.

To reach out. To help. To give. To love. To loose the bonds of injustice. To remove the yoke of oppression. To fill hungry bellies. To clothe and shelter the poor.

This is what we’re good at.

This is what you’re good at.

That cross that will mark your forehead is a reminder of your mortality, yes…but honestly, this year, I just don’t think we need that many more reminders of our impermanence…death seems especially present this year……but that cross is also a reminder to you about whose you are. The One who has laid claim to your life. Who has called you according to their purpose.

In the waters of baptism, you were claimed by God, marked with that same cross on your forehead, and called by God to live lives of discipleship.

That cross on your forehead is a reminder that what you’re doing now, helping others, reaching out, doing what you can…this is what you are made for. This is what God formed you from dust to do.

Not in a showy way, or a pious way…but simply because that’s what you are created for.

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As we begin this journey through Lent, it feels helpful to take a deep breath. To pause from all the zillion different things on your to-do list, all the zillion different things running through your head, and take a moment to breathe. To breathe in God. To breathe in the very breath that breathed into the dust, formed you into life, and called you “Very good.”

We’ve been running breathless.

Take a moment to breathe.

“Remember, o mortal one, that you are dust…and to dust you shall return…”

These words—spoken to us when we receive ashes on our foreheads—remind us of our humanity. So in full honesty, make a list of 5-10 challenges you are struggling with, recognizing that life is messy and life is complicated. Name anything that is hard or heavy in this moment.

Write them down on a piece of paper or in your journal or whatever you have available.

Challenge yourself to think of the core emotion underlying each challenge. For example, instead of simply saying, “I’m busy,” perhaps you might confess: “I overcommit myself because I worry that others will think I’m selfish if I say no.”

Name your challenges and your confessions, offering them all to God.

Take a moment to look over your list.

Ask God for forgiveness for the things you can control.

Ask God for grace for the things you cannot.

Friends, God is intimately aware of our humanity and the many ways we fall short or get stuck in the weeds of our own problems. Having confessed and written down some of the challenges that weigh heavily on you, hear this poem from the Rev. Sarah Are as a reminder of God’s grace:

I like to imagine that each year,

God invites me to a party.

God drops me a note that says,

“No gifts, casual dress. Come just as you are.”

I like to imagine that I am brave enough to go.

I like to imagine that I decide that I am worth it.

This was no pity invite,

There is no obligatory postage.

God wants me there.

So I get myself together,

Smudged glasses, sensitive ego, wrinkled shirt, and all.

I ring the doorbell a few minutes late on account of the fact that

I lost my keys twice trying to get out the door,

And I almost turn back to hide in my car,

Afraid that I might embarrass myself over appetizers or small talk.

But then God answers the door,

And God says, “You’re here!”

And I smile, because I am.

And with every step past that threshold,

I know that God is cheering me on.

It’s the pride of a parent watching their child take their first step.

If I freeze, God is not disappointed.

If I fall, God is not mad.

But if I trust the invitation,

If I move closer,

I know, God celebrates.

Friends, you’ve got mail.

It’s an invitation to dust off your shoes,

To go deeper,

To trust that you’re worth it,

To lose your keys and your faith,

And then to find them both, along with your worth.

You are invited.

We are invited.

Again and again and again.

This invitation is for you.

Church, now having heard scripture and poetry, and named the challenges you are facing, I wonder if you would now write down 5-10 hopes you have for this Lenten season.

How might you live your life with intention this season?

As you write, consider these written hopes to be intentions that you are setting for this Lenten journey ahead. These are not intended to be aimless wishes on stars, but instead, thoughtful intentions for what Mary Oliver calls, “your one wild and precious life.”

Now, looking at your challenges and hopes…pray with me:

God of open doors,

Open arms,

And open conversations,

We know

Deep in our souls

That you are forever inviting us in.

Again and again,

You invite us to take another step closer,

Another step deeper,

Another step further,

In this journey of faith.

So with your invitation in our hands,

We pray for strength and wisdom.

Show us the next right step in this journey.

We are here.

You are here.

This is holy ground.

May this holy Lenten journey begin

Once again.

Gratefully we pray,

Amen.

Fourth Sunday After Epiphany 2021

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Mark 1:21-28

21 Jesus and his disciples went to Capernaum; and when the sabbath came, Jesus entered the synagogue and taught. 22 And all who were gathered were astounded at Jesus’ teaching, because Jesus taught them as one having authority, and not as the scribes. 23 Just then there was in their synagogue a person with an unclean spirit, 24 and the spirit cried out, “What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God.”

25 But Jesus rebuked the spirit, saying, “Be silent, and come out of him!” 26 And the unclean spirit, convulsing him and crying with a loud voice, came out of the man. 27 They were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another, ‘What is this? A new teaching—with authority! He commands even the unclean spirits, and the spirits obey him.’ 28 At once Jesus’ fame began to spread throughout the surrounding region of Galilee.

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

Holy One of God,

The truth can be a scary proposition.

Sometimes the truth can hurt.

Remind us again, the truth about us.

That we are called to follow.

We are beloved.

We are yours.

Amen.

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It always feels weird to say out loud, but I enjoy the time I get to spend doing ministry in hospitals and other healthcare settings. Like, pastoral care, and particularly visitation ministry is always a really filling thing for me. I’m filled up when I get to visit with folks who are going through some medically distressing stuff.

And so this whole pandemic thing has really drained me on quite a few different levels, but not least of which is because I haven’t been able to do any hospital visits in almost a year.

Now, we’ve also had fewer people in the hospital this year, which is a tremendous blessing, but still, there have been a couple of moments this past year that I really would have liked to be there.

I know this sounds bonkers, and please don’t hear my affinity for hospital visits as encouragement to find ways to spend more time in the hospital…that would not be good…but one of the reasons that I enjoy hospital visits so much, is that it’s just so raw. Everything is so real.

All the façades and veneer and cover-ups are stripped away and you’re left with just a really bare sense of reality…of the truth about things… I think hospitals and healthcare facilities and the scares that led you to be in those places have a really powerful way of getting past all the stuff…all the crap…all the baggage…and cutting right to the heart of things. I think they reveal truth…

I think we’re confronted…with truth…

And quite honestly, sometimes that truth is really scary.

This is why I also find those moments to be very holy.

Because there’s a comfort in having someone there with you whose only job it is to sit there…with you…in the scary stuff. Whose only job it is to sit there and say, “I hear you…and I agree…this is really scary… And…I’m here with you… So we’ll do this whole scary thing together, ok?”

We also often hear difficult truths expressed in hospital rooms. Doctors and nurses and healthcare staff have the unimaginable task of delivering sometimes crushing news to folks. Words like “inoperable”…”terminal”…or even just that look in their eye… Have you seen that before? Do you know the one I’m talking about?

Those are the truths we have difficulty with. Those are the truths we don’t want to accept. But it doesn’t make them less true.

The truth is sometimes hard for us to hear.

Especially when they’re words we don’t agree with. Or words that challenge our worldviews, or our opinions, or our preconceptions. All of us have bias, we can’t help it, it’s part of being human…the question is the extent to which we allow our bias to influence our behavior.

We like our worldviews. We like our opinions. We like our preconceptions.

If we didn’t like them, we probably wouldn’t hold them. Those biases make us feel comfortable. And so when those words of truth challenge our biases—our worldviews and our opinions—that’s a tough thing to hear. We don’t like to hear that we may have been wrong. Or that maybe we learned incorrectly, or that someone we trusted a great deal didn’t know any better and so may have taught us incorrectly…because if they were wrong about that…what else were they wrong about…? You see this discomfort here, yes?

Sometimes the truth is hard to wrestle with.

Like the words of a prophet described in Deuteronomy, “’I will put my words into the mouth of the prophet,’ says the Lord, ‘who will speak everything I have commanded them. And anyone who does not listen to the words of the prophet that I send, I will hold them accountable.’”

Prophets speak difficult words.

That’s kinda the role of a prophet. They speak the tough words from God to the people. Prophets speak truth to power. Prophets call God’s people to account. It’s why all the stories about biblical prophets are about reluctant prophets. Who wants to be called by God to deliver a not-so-great message to God’s people? Not me… Not Moses. Not Jonah, or Micah, or Amos, or Joel, or Isaiah… Truth-telling is hard business. “A prophet is never welcomed in their hometown.” Remember those words from Jesus? There’s a reason they tried to throw Jesus off a cliff in Nazareth.

The truth is sometimes hard for us to hear.

But truth-telling, dear people, is what leads to healing.

The person with the unclean spirit is the one to tell the truth about Jesus, “What do you want with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God.” It’s interesting to note that the ones proclaiming the truth about Jesus are all the so-called “wrong” ones you’d imagine. It isn’t the disciples or the religious authorities, and in fact, in the Gospel of Mark, the identity of Jesus as Messiah is this big secret. You’ll hear over and over again in Mark “And he strictly ordered them not to tell anyone.” But it’s all the wrong people you’d imagine who get it. It’s ha’satan—or the accuser—when Jesus is in the wilderness…it’s this unclean spirit…it’s the Roman centurion in Mark 15 who says “Truly this was God’s son.”

And it’s through this truth-telling that Jesus heals this person with the unclean spirit. But it’s a messy business, right? The spirit convulses this person and then cries out, and then is finally exorcised.

Another thing I find often in hospitals is that healing is tough work and it doesn’t come easy. When cleaning a wound, you have to scrape the wound and clean out everything in there that could cause an infection. You don’t get to healing without a deep cleansing and a good amount of painful scraping. Which also sounds uncomfortable, and it is. It’s meant to.

Friends, I’ve watched over the past years as we as a people have become more divided and more polarized than ever. Leaders stand up and love to grandstand and call for unity, but time and time again, fail to offer any real substantive steps forward, much less an alignment between the words they love to shout and their actions.

This is the uncomfortable truth about who we are. We are broken. We are a fractured people. We are disunited, disjointed, and dissociated. We are far more interested in being “right” than we are concerned with the well-being of our neighbors. We are more interested in proving our moral and intellectual superiority over our friends and family than we are in listening to the pain, hurt, and anger they express.

We are possessed. By the demons of self-righteousness, self-importance, and self-centeredness. There are real evils in our world. Racism, bigotry, xenophobia, homophobia, transphobia, sexism…all these upheld and perpetuated by fear.

What are you afraid of?

My sense is that we’re afraid to deal with those biases I mentioned earlier. James Baldwin said, “I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.” Pain is one of the primary drivers of our fear.

But if we can expect pain…if we can expect pain and we can endure it, with help from one another, we can use it as a deep cleansing on our way toward healing.

Because there is another truth about us, too.

This is the truth attested to by God and all who speak for God in these pages… Another truth about us that in spite of all our nastiness, we are still beloved by God. God desires to set us free from all the stuff, all the garbage, all the trash, that keeps us imprisoned and bound up, and all the stuff that possesses us. Our self-righteousness and self-centered ways of living. Our worldviews and prejudices that end up keeping others down so that we might get a leg up. Our dualistic ways of thinking that pit “us” against “them”, “me” against “you”…instead of we. All that stuff that binds you up and entangles you and keeps you from reaching out and truly loving and embracing your neighbor.

God’s desire is for you to be free, dear child.

Let God help us do the work of unbinding, of loosening, of cleaning, of mending, of bandaging, and of healing. We have to do the work, make no mistake…but we can let God help us. We can begin to build bridges and tables of sharing. We can begin to heal. With God’s help.

There’s one last truth to be told this morning, church.

The truth that truth-telling leads to hope. The truth that despite all the gloom—and Lord, we know there’s a lot of gloom—despite all the gloom…there is still reason for hope.

Church, this morning, I see hope in a met budget. In spite of this global pandemic, you stepped up and made extra contributions this year, and even apart from our Payroll Protection Program loan, we ran a $4000 surplus in 2020. And we’ll celebrate that at our Congregational Meeting this morning.

I see hope that in spite of this global pandemic, we had extremely generous folks contribute leading gifts to our Capital Campaign, and we have projects being completed as we speak. We replaced 2 non-functioning air conditioning units with one cohesive, centrally-controlled unit on the southside of our Community Center…the side with our Sunday School classrooms, and where most of the groups in our Camp Hope occupy. Right now, in this Sanctuary, installation is happening of an audio and live streaming project that will allow us to continue to reach beyond these walls to unthought of corners of the world with the good news of Christ’s love for all God’s creation.

It’s been a tough year, absolutely. But in spite of all the difficulty, God’s love is still being shown. Through acts of love and service, volunteer efforts with our partnership with Armstrong Elementary, the Human Needs Ministry, and Family Promise. Hope are the shrieks and giggles I hear at the park down the street from our house…mostly which are my kid… Hope sounds like young ones having faith conversations on Zoom on Sunday mornings. Hope sounds like prayers being lifted up together in virtual community.

Here’s what’s true:

Joy does come in the morning.

Hope does come from the gloom.

Healing does come from the hurt.

Third Sunday After Epiphany 2021

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Mark 1:14-20

14 Now after John was arrested, Jesus came to the Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God,

15 and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the reign of God has come near; repent, and trust in this good news.”
  16 As Jesus passed along the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon Peter and his brother Andrew casting a net into the sea—because they were fishermen. 17 And Jesus said to them, “Follow me and I will make you fish for people.” 18 And immediately they left their nets and followed him. 19 As Jesus went a little farther, he saw James son of Zebedee and James’ brother John, who were in their boat mending the nets. 20 Immediately Jesus called them; and they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the hired workers, and followed Jesus.

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Please pray with me this morning, church:

God of Hope,

You invite us to enjoy the riches

Of your abundant goodness.

Help us to invite others to encounter your grace.

Give us words to share.

Amen.

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I have a tricky relationship with fishing.

I guess I always kinda have.

My problem is that I’m just not very good at it. Like, I think that I just don’t, like, get it. It’s not really my speed.

Right. That’s the one. It’s not really my speed.

And truthfully, I am not taking anything away from those of y’all that like to fish. I’m glad for you. I’m glad you like it. I’m ecstatic that it’s your thing. It’s just…it’s not mine.

It’s not really my speed because I don’t exactly have the patience required, I don’t think. I get antsy after a few minutes. But like, this is not fishing’s fault…I had the same problem with baseball when I was little. I tried to like baseball…I really did…I just got bored standing out there in right field. I’d drift away, daydreaming about something else, and totally just miss the very catchable and very playable ball that would land like, right beside me. I was kind of like Smalls from The Sandlot. Coordinated, but just not there. I’d lose interest. …Soccer was more my speed…

But it’s important to know that what we think of as a leisure activity was not what Simon, Andrew, James, and John were doing. These are 2 very different types of fishing. Rather than fishing for enjoyment, these folks along the Sea of Galilee are fishing for their livelihoods. This is the clothes on their backs and the food on their tables. This is their work. And so when Jesus calls them away from that…particularly James and John, being called away from their father, Zebedee, and the other hired workers…Jesus isn’t just messing with their work and their money…Jesus is sticking his nose into the family business…Jesus is mucking things up for Zebedee and his fishing enterprise…this is a problem…

And the way they were fishing was different, too. We think of bait and hooks and sinkers and bobbers. Fishing for fun is about the leisure of it…kicking back and taking your time, no rush… Fishing for your livelihood is about getting as much as you can as quickly as you can. They were using nets, dragging the water, trying to get as much fish as they could get. There’s skill involved, but honestly, it’s kind of ham-handed…you throw the net out, and you bring the net back in…then you throw it out again and bring it back in again, over and over. Hardly leisure.

It was back-breaking work, and so it’s not really a big surprise that Simon, Andrew, James, and John take Jesus up on his offer. “Yeah, sure…I’ll leave this behind to go and follow you, doing whatever it is you’re doing. Seems reasonable…”

But Jesus still extended the invitation. It wasn’t that Jesus was just so charismatic and people were just drawn to him…Jesus extends the invitation to these fishers, “Follow me.” Like we heard last week, “Follow me.”

God’s reign is at hand…repent…turn around…and trust…and follow…

In my heart of hearts, I wish it were that simple.

I wish invitation were that easy. I wish that the work of church were as uncomplicated as turning, trusting, and following a new way.

I wish it were quick…like throwing a net off a boat and hauling in a bunch of fish. I wish it didn’t require me to have patience.

I struggle with patience…as you probably heard me say earlier… I want this pandemic to be over with. Like, yesterday. I want to go to restaurants and travel and gather together with people again. I struggle with the fact that things sometimes take a bit longer…

Church is slow work. It takes time and care. C. Christopher Smith and John Pattison in their book Slow Church talk about the need for churches to be rooted deeply in their places. And that rootedness takes time. It takes time to grow deep roots that extend far outward. It takes time to nurture relationships in your community. It takes time to cultivate meaningful ministry in your neighborhood.

I want church growth to be a quick thing…like there’s some kind of switch I can flip and all of a sudden we’ve got hundreds of new members and a gajillion new ministries…just like that… But that, too, takes time.

And it also requires invitation.

I wonder, church…who invited you to New Hope…?

Think back…think about when you came to New Hope, whether it was 40 years ago or 4 years ago or 4 months ago when you joined us online…who invited you?

Unless you’re one of the very few who have been here as long as New Hope and you were invited by Pastor Ed Steinbring or Pastor Steve Quill, it’s much more likely that you were invited by someone else. A friend. Someone you trust.

And you accepted that invitation because you trusted that person.

And you’re still here…

43% of visitors to church came because someone invited them. A personal invitation from someone they know and trust.

Less than 10% came because they saw an advertisement. Over 90% visited your website before either showing up at the Sanctuary or joining you for worship online.

The overwhelming majority of people found their way here because someone invited them.

So who have you invited, church?

This isn’t a rhetorical question, think about it, write it down, pray about it this week: Who have you invited?

And who might be waiting on an invitation from you? Who can you invite?

Because here’s the thing, I can make cold calls through the phone book all month, but they don’t have a reason to visit because they don’t know me. Your friends and neighbors know you, church. Your invitation means something.

It’s slow work…it’s work that is formed out of trusting relationships…but you are called to this work of invitation. If you want to see new people, you have to invite them.

And truthfully, it’s never been easier. Invite your friends to worship with you…I say it every week in my announcements…it’s literally as simple as sharing a link on your Facebook page or in an email. Better yet, set up a Zoom meeting or a facetime…and worship together. Sing together, pray together, share a meal together… Be the church, church.

I know folks who, when the chance comes up, on their neighborhood Facebook page, they make it a point to tell people where they go to church and what they’ve found at New Hope—what they enjoy about New Hope.

What have you found here at New Hope, church?

Who are you going to share that with?

“But all my friends already go to church, PC. It’s no use inviting them.”

You never know until you extend the invitation. Maybe they do…but maybe they’re open to looking… Simon, Andrew, James, and John weren’t necessarily looking either…but they still followed…

I know you don’t like the “e”-word, but it’s just true, church, you are all evangelists. You are the ones sent out to do the inviting. You are the ones sustained, uplifted, encouraged, and sent out into the world to be the hands and feet of Christ…to invite the whole world to experience that same freedom and healing and restoration that you’ve found here.

It’s guaranteed to be slow work.

But you’d be surprised what happens when you start casting your net.